HAPPY BIRTHDAY SQUASHA!!!!!!!!!!


let's get wasted and forget life for awhile...

I'm Loving Me Some Mika

Happy Ending lyrics

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love...

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Foundation - Kate Nash

My fingertips are holding onto
The cracks in our foundation
And I know that I should let go, but I can't
And every time we fight I know it's not right
Every time that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget, but I can't

My Obituary

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

...

He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to.....

I go back to us

I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to


Black, black, black, black, black, black, black,
I go back to
I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to


We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black

Amy Winehouse - Back to Black

Well Since This Is Still Working

Wow this is still here eh?

Well alright I guess I can make a post of some sort...

My grandfather died... went to his funeral... couldn't help having such weird morbid thoughts like 'how did they get such a big man into such a little box?' yeah I know he was cremated but the thought still pops up...

My aunt is still in the hospital...
My other aunt has flown back home to Saskatchewan...
another aunt... well she can go to hell since she doesn't care anyway...

Haven't heard from my grandmother... neither has my mom...

Raistlan's back to bad migraines again... *insert sarcastic yay here*

Keenan, the Wednesday after my grandfathers funeral decided to jump off of grandma's playset and hurt his foot... mini crutches for a lil kid... cute as hell... trying to teach a stubborn six year old how to use the damn things after he's already fallen once from them ... frustrating as hell....
(he's fine now the crutches and what not were a precaution - his foot is ok)

Gambit, woke his father up last thursday at 4am unable to breathe, made a trip to the hospital - they didn't see anything wrong with him but gave him oxygen , and then again on friday at 4am...no trip to hospital this time - comes to my house no waking up in the middle of the night. I mention the fact that his father and grandmother both smoke in the house?? mhmm...

We had two eggs hatch - one of the babies didn't make it... the other baby was being neglected and had something strange happen with its food and such (long long story) so he's been taken out of the nesting box and put in his own little brooder (incubator) and I've taken over the mommy and daddy role and am feeding this lil baby about once every 2 to 3 hours.. Keenan and Gambit have named him Falzar (no we don't know if its a boy) I've been calling him 'nekkid lil chicken' he's only about 8 or 9 days old maybe a lil older... we're just hoping he makes it... so far so good.

that's about all that's been up here for the last little while...
nothing to mention about myself *shrugs*
I'm the same boring fat white pasty short Canadian as I've always been...

my heart hurts and I'm broke...

laters