And How Was Your Weekend?

Sasha you are so sexy...you big piece of man meat ...LMAO ok now that I got your attention... you can disregard this email now...
(to everyone else feel free to keep reading)

Just when things start to look up...

so everything was coming back together again and because of this something had to happen right?

*laughing*

thats the way it goes right...

So the 'thing' that happened was... Raistlan went out on Sunday and was driving thru a parking lot and heard a big bang... sounded like he had popped a tire so he pulled over and got out of the car and found out that he had actually been shot...!!!

ok no not really I was just being morbid there... no he got out and found out that he drove over something that somehow sliced open the oil pan on the car...

So the car is in the driveway doing it's impression of a big ol paperweight...

oh wait... things weren't necessarily coming together... I just happened to have a really good time at my mom's birthday party... thank you to those who gave me messages for my mom... she loved them.

So Raistlan has spent a good amount of time on the phone today trying to find an autorecycling place that has a inexpensive oil pan that'll fit our car... so far... not so good... Millers says they 'might' have one, if so it's still on the car and it would cost us 100 bucks in order for them to take it off the car...and so far they're the only one whose said they have one...

So yeah a guy from the Lions Club said he would look at it for me... I barely like the guy... he's just too... eager... its the only word I can think of...

So I dunno... I dunno if he damaged just the oil pan or if we need an oil gasket as well.. or even worse a pump as well... eek I don't even wanna think about that...

oh well...

Mass kudos to Shan aka Deli... She's graduating on Friday from nursing school... go deli it's yer birthday uh uh :P btw got the invite ;)
We are so proud hun!

So anyway thats where I'll end my whining fest... I'll let ya know about the car situation...

Pics

there are pics on my photo blog.... just a couple for now...

Photo Me Rae

enjoy... see ya around

See There Really Isn't Love In There...Altho I think There Is A Soft Spot...

Everyone likes coloured pictures... and props... heres a continuation from yesterday...
that shows where they will go in and up to my heart.... (well not exactly...because it won't be just above my penis to the right... since I don't actually have a penis, but you get the idea)


this one shows where in the heart the catheter will come in...

And thats how I say good morning... by making you spew your breakfast... LMAO
knowing some of the freaks that come to my blog y'all will sit there look at it and say...'ooooh cool'
lol

buncha weirdos :P

So Don’t Go Breaking My Heart, I Won't Go Breaking Your Heart

Well I'm home again...

Things are starting to get back to normal ... I guess... Raistlan's at work... Keenan is watching Digimon and reading a comic book... and I'm at my computer... so yeah I guess thats normal...

Would hate to think I'm being whiney... So I'll keep this factual and to the point...

Supraventricular Tachycardias - SVT

yep thats what it's called...

What is that?
well since you asked, oh so nicely...

'Fast heart rhythms beginning above your ventricles, in your atria can have symptoms of palpitations (pounding in your chest), dizziness, chest pain, clamminess and shortness of breath. These abnormally fast rhythms frequently occur in people who do not have heart disease, and can affect children, young adults and older adults. These abnormal rhythms are usually due to electrical signals that form "short circuits" and fast heart beats'

Cardiac Ablation

thats how we're gonna fix me up...
The procedure lasts about two hours and as long as everything goes alright I'd only be in the hospital overnight...

if everything goes wrong...
they'll rip open my chest and put in a pacemaker... and then I'd have this really nifty scar and will be in the hospital a lot longer then just overnight...

I just called my cardiologist in Niagara Falls to let them know that my new cardiologist in Toronto wants me to get an echocardiogram (an ultra sound of my heart) before we go ahead with the procedure...

So I called and thats all set up for February 20th at 10:15am...
so I guess I'll post on Feb 21st when the procedure will be...

Dr Harris was very nice and very patient and very thorough.. I liked her :)

but again met with the doctor who would not be doing the procedure... *shrugs*

and some of you may not get this...but I'm really fucking scared... I know thats hard to believe since I'm such a hard core bitch, especially to idiots... I understand that my friends are here for me... and how this procedure just seems and sounds so easy... but it's freaking me out... the only ones who seem to get that are the doctors... the ones who look at me sideways and say are you sure you want to do this? the ones who should be wanting me to do this so that they can get paid the big bucks... I'm fucking terrified...
And what if they have an extreme fuck up... would you come to my funeral?

Is It Fucking Monday Or Something??

In about 3 or 4 hours I'll be heading up to Toronto...

not for the ice capades.... not to visit a visiting friend... not to go out for dinner...

I'm headed to Toronto because I have my doctors appointment tomorrow...

I have to start by going and having an ECG done at the centre at the hospital at 12:45pm
Then I have to go to admitting and registration and get a hospital card.
And then at 1:30pm I have to go up to the 3rd floor and go see Dr Harris... and see what happens then.

So this all comes on the heels of me finding out that The Employment Insurance has denied me any money while on medical leave because they are saying that I did not work enough hours in the last 52 weeks...
They did say that there is a possibility of getting ei benefits while having less then 600 insurable hours but that is only if you were off because of something besides illness or injury...
They're a bunch of fucking assholes.

and on top of all that pile of shite.... the conservatives won last night...

welcome to the new united states...

*walks away giving the government the finger*

Thursday Night (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan

Well as of 6:45pm Stuart still hadn't heard whether or not the paperwork had gone thru - well actually we met with him because he called mom just as she was getting into the shower to say that the card was declined for the third time and this time he was trying it through Canada. Then we found out why... he was trying to put through a 400 dollar charge on a 300 dollar credit limit - asshat (he knew that).
Anyway so mom and sis emptied their pockets of all the pesos they had and told him to try it again. So back to the beginning of this letter. As of 6:45pm he had left mom a note saying that he still hadn't heard from the office in Canada.
Frankly we don't care anymore we're checking out at 7:10am tomorrow going for breakfast and then getting on a bus to the airport where I will get into a VIP line up and sit in the VIP lounge sipping on cocktails until it's time to board the plane home again!! YAY!!

I told mom and sis that if I se Stuart at 7 in the morning I'm gonna pull his lil ponytail and tweak his left nipple really hard and then knee him in the nuts... my mom and sis where so worried or mad or upset... well just plain not enjoying themselves because of this... and weren't able to get the souveniers that they wanted because they handed over all the pesos they had except the 25 pesos they needed for the departure tax.

This afternoon we watched some pool time entertainment they had the 'Mr and Mrs Blau' contest (Blau Costa Verde Beach Resort is where we were staying) I was drinking steadily from just after breakfast til - well I'm still drinking. *laughing*

I love you honey, I can't wait to see you tomorrow, I've missed you.
I gotta get some sleep.
See you soon.

Thursday Morning (Cuba Vacation)

Thursday Morning

Ok so back to yesterday.
Mom paid to get the professional picture of herself getting kissed by the dolphins and sis paid for me to get 'the foot push'' and 'the kiss' so those are the two I knew (and they knew) of, after I did the foot push the trainer told me to go more into the centre of the pool and put my legs straight down and lock my knees - so I did - she made a hand gesture and they lifted me straight up into the air. I didn't realize what was going on until I was looking down at the water and realized I was standing on the dolphins out of the water... OH MY GODS it was so fucking cool. The only way to describe it is to say 'it was bloody brilliant!' the entire experience was.
The photographer got one of me standing on the dolphins as well...so Sis bought all three for me, the kiss, the foot push and me standing on them.

So after the aquarium we came back to the resort and ate lunch and went into the pool for a few hours.
Ended up playing water polo this time my team kicked ass! and I got the first two goals for my team! and three more assists! after that they guarded me pretty close. lol big change eh?

I still have a bunch of film left, especially since I found out that the underwater camera we bought is a disposable. So I have that roll of 800 to go into the Tony the Tiger Camera. So far I've taken about 40 digital pics, one full roll of film and maybe half of the other roll. So I thought I'd take a bunch of pictures today and maybe play some more ping pong (whoever thought you could get a good sweaty workout from playing ping pong...lol)

Oh yeah, I bet you're wondering why I'm not on my way to Santiago de Cuba right now... well thats a long story...
We went to our room yesterday to relax after swimming and mom came up to find us a little later to see what we were doing and see if we wanted to go to dinner soon... she found another lil note on our door from Stuart saying that mom's card had been denied due to American affiliations as well. Well what the fuck?!? we were pissed off! We had just gotten back from an excursion that we had thought was paid for on that card.
Because that little idiot decided to not let us know what was going on with the card. So we went downstairs to 'discuss' it with him. So he thought of a way to of a way we could deal with this (since we didn't have 300 pesos with us) So he was supposed to put it through the office in Canada and if there were any problems we would know in an hour. cool right?
Well we saw him later on in the evening and he never said anything to us. We had cancelled the Santiago de Cuba trip with him because we didn't want to chance having to owe even more money.

Hmm guess it wasn't that long of a story after all...

So that brings us to this morning...
Mom got a call at 8am asking her why we weren't downstairs for the excursion (to Santiago de Cuba) she told them that she had cancelled, they told her that we were still on the list, (they being the front desk people) she told them to talk to Stuart and she hung up.

Sis and I stayed in our room until almost 11am(11am is when Stuart gets to the resort) So mom came up to get us so we could all go downstairs (See sis and I can be pretty intimidating when mom lets us, mom sat on the couch with Stuart facing him and Sis sat on the other side on the edge of the couch with temper flaring, and I stood in front of Stuart in an 'at ease' position, just staring him down last night...you could tell he was extremely nervous to be around three angry women) we sat on one of the nearby couches waiting patiently for him to finish with another group of suckers...err... I mean people. Finally Sis got real tired of waiting for him so she switched to another couch that was right across from them and sat on the arm staring at him.

He excused himself for a moment and went over to talk to Sis. Ok get this he told Sis - well asked actually - why didn't we go on the excursion today? ....um...hello?!? and then follows it up with he hasn't gone to the office yet to put the paper work through...obviously he's not too worried about the fact that we're leaving at 8 am tomorrow.

Anyway I'm off to lunch at the Italian restaurant now. I'm gonna enjoy the rest of my rainy day

Wednesday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan
I miss you! I'm really tired - I'll give ya the low down on today.

Woke up really early, had a wake up call at 7 am (ew!) was dressed and downstairs eating by 8 am. Bus was coming for us at 8:45am, however it didn't show up until 9am or so.
So we (a couple couples) got on the bus with the tour guide (her name was Seluma) and cruised over to the resort next door 'Playa Costa Verde Beach Resort'
After leaving Playa it only took about 20 minutes to get to the boat launch to get to the aquarium. See the aquarium is out in the middle of a bay, the only way to get to it is a 10 minute boat ride.
The set up would be really hard to describe so you can try to picture the layout after you see the pictures. Best way to describe it is.. 'have you seen Deep Blue Sea??' yeah kinda like that
Anyway we got to the aquarium and they offered us a drink, either cola or cola with rum, so I ended up having half of a cola without rum. Which is odd since we got I've had about 3 daquiris by noon.
We walked down to the two pools on the end where the dolphins were. We were split into 3 groups, all the families with kids went in the first group (and they all happened to be french). We were in the second group (all english) and the third group was spanish and french.
Before we got into the water we had to let them know if we were going to do any of the 'extras', ('extra' of course is spanish for 'pesos') there are a couple of things like I said that are extra - The Foot Push: is where you lay on your belly, lock your knees and stick your legs out behind you and the dolphins push you by your feet. Dolphin Ride: is where you are between the two dolphins and you hold on to their dorsal fins and they'll take you for a ride around the pool. The Kiss: you are floating and the dolphins will come up on either side and kiss you on your cheeks. (on your face :P)
**messy writing again**
damnit I'm falling asleep again...I'll finish up tomorrow... I love you

Tuesday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan
Well today has been the laziest of days.
Went down to breakfast at 10am then laid around the pool until lunch listening to my walkman until lunch.
After lunch Sis and I came up to our room, we were supposed to take a nap.
However we ended up watching Batman and Robin...mmm Chris O'Donnell

Afterwards we wet downstairs and played some ping pong before dinner. Mom ate something that didn't agree with her during lunch. So she stayed in her room for the afternoon and evening, we brought her up some bread and and yunier gave us some tonic water to help her stomach. then we tucked her in and told her she had to get better for tomorrow. then Sis and I came back to our own room and watched Saw... mom kicked us out because we wanted to watch it and she didn't.

We're going to bed earlier because we have a 7am wake up call. Mom went and talked to Stuart about the screw up with Sis's credit card. She put the Dolphin Swim on hers as well as an excursion to the province south of the one we're in on Thursday it's the Santiago de Cuba (province) excursion.
Apparently the road that leads from Holguin (the province were in) to Santiago de Cuba goes right past Castro's childhood home which has been turned into a museum of sorts. I dunno if the tour we're going on stops there or not.
I pretty much ran out of pesos today, so I won't be able to buy anything from our trips but I have a ton of pictures. As well I've tried to get mom and Sis to get pics of me since I don't have very many updated ones.
Sorry about last nights letter I was so tired I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. The ending makes for a good laugh tho.
I love you baby and I miss you.

Monday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan,

Hey baby, I love you and I miss you.
Hmmm what happened today...
Woke up to the phone beside the bed ringing - it was mom telling us it was 9:30am...so got out of bed and headed down for breakfast. (mmmm fresh piping hot omelettes)

After breakfast we went over to talk to Stuart. Sis put the Dolphin Swim on her credit card. (which b-i-l doesn't know about so keep it on the downlow :P )

After talking to Stuart, Sis went to go lay by the pool while mom and I went to the beach, I went snorkeling. I hope the pitures I took with the underwater camera turn out alright. It's cool having a cam that goes under the water... I didn't stay out too long...was kinda boring when you're doing it all by yourself.
Anyway, went back up to the pool and lazed around until lunch. Went to the buffet for lunch.
Looked at all the vendors that came into the resort, lots of handmade stuff.
**writing starts to get really messy here**
Came upstairs and laid here listening to music and watched a movie until 5pm. then we went down to have cocktails with the managers of the resort then played pool until it was time for our dinner. Just went to the buffet.
After dinner we came inside to the lobby bar (la fuente) listened to the bad piano player...well he wasn't bad...he was just trying to hard, drank (of course) , played some cards. Then went out to watch the nightly show again.
We decided to call it a night after the show. So Sis and I came back upstairs to the room , to find a note on our door from Stuart. Apparently Sis's credit card company is affliated with the US somehow. Anyway, mom's gonna try her card tomorrow...
**writing gets even more messy**
That's all I'm gonna write for now because I'm falling asleep as you be able to tell from my sleep aulf ent..............
I Love You xoxox

Sunday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan,
Well it was actually quite cool today and windy. So I didn't go snorkeling. Went to go look at the horses, man all I wanted to do was give those poor things my lunch...
Sis and I had room service for breakfast. Then we met up with mom and we all went to play some ping pong. We musta played for almost two hours.

After a few drinks and ping pong we went and had lunch at the snack bar (Laguna Azul) (which is also the bar) and then we went swimming. I lazed around the pool for a couple of hours. When water polo started I actually played today. Well tried too. Of course the men treated me like some sissy girl. Fucking men! When I did finally get the ball all the guys were all like 'hey I'm on your team pass it here' yet when they had the ball and I was open and yellin for it they completely ignored me. Fucking assholes.
Anyway, Pam's team won again.
After water polo Sis went up for a seista before dinner and mom and I ended up watching the dance lessons on the stage while we sat in the bar and had tea time.

We ended up losing Sis...
Mom and I came back to the rooms to get changed and Sis was gone. Apparently she went looking for us at the ping pong/billiards hut... but we stayed in the bar instead...and for some reason she thought maybe we went down to the beach... so we finally tracked her down and we all ate dinner at the buffet.
After dinner we grabbed some drinks and went over to the nightly show stage area and I spent an hour or so making mom and Sis laugh so hard they were crying and coughing and complaining that their sides hurt. It helped the time go by so that they weren't complaining about how long we had to wait ;)
The entertainment for the evening was a band from Holguin City named SOS, they were really good.
After they were done mom went straight to her room and went to bed (since it was 10:30pm way past her bedtime) Sis and I went to the 'disco' thats down at the beach, did some dancin and some drinking. (Found out that Sundays are the slow nights at the disco) had fun.

Walked back up here to the room , sitting here watching the end of 'Million Dollar Baby' it's a fairly good movie, I think you'd like it. I know I'd like to see it from the beginning.
I love you lots honey and I miss you soooo much... wish you were here.

oh.. Mom's gonna talk to Stuart (our rep at the resort from Signature) about the Dolphin Swim tomorrow, I'm so hoping we can go. Here's to hoping. Love You.

Saturday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan,
Hey Honey, I miss you!
Today was a lazy day - well I think. We got up went down to breakfast. After breakfast went to find a chair by the pool. Sat by the pool drinking daquiri's (Took a bunch of pictures today) went for a swim.
At noon we had the 'welcome to the resort' meeting. They gave us a brochure that showed us all the excursions we could sign up for (for a fee of course). They all sound really cool especially the one where they take you out on a boat to an aquarium in a bay where they have dolphins that you can swim with.

Anyway after talking to Stuart (our rep) mom paid the extra money so that we could (when we leave) get the VIP treatment at the airport. Less waiting, a lounge to sit in, and it has AC which the rest of the airport doesn't.

I'm finding every couple of hours or so I need to go into one of the buildings here on the resort to keep from getting over heated.

So after our meeting and getting the VIP tickets straightened out we went for lunch. Oh we made reservations for the Cuban Grill Restaurant for 6:30pm. We went for a walk down to the beach (I took a bunch of pictures down there) on the way back we stopped at the lil archery spot and Sis and I shot a round each. We came back to the pool, mom and I went back in the pool and swam around and then (get this) we did aqua aerobics...mom so conned me into that and while we did that Sis went and put her bathing suit on and caught the tail end of the session. Sis stayed in and played a good game of water polo with a bunch of the other guests and her team won.

After the game we came up to get ready for dinner. I looked pretty darn good in my black dress ;)
Went down and had some drinks and went to dinner. The service was great, BUT they didn't give us enough food when they brought out our dinner. We ended up wandering over to the buffet to grab seconds .

OH MY GOD!!! the dessert in the restaurant was the foulest thing I ever put in my mouth, it had the consistancy of hard cold solidified semen -blecch!! pour caramel on top of that and try eating it. Mom got a picture of that reaction so when she gets her pictures back I'll have to show you. lol oh my Gods it was so gross!!

Anyway after dinner and the second helping. Thats when I paid 3 pesos and got the time on the internet and sent you the email, sent a couple others as well as a couple for mom and another couple for Sis...

Then I came back upstairs and got changed and went back down for the nightly entertainment, after that was thru I came upstairs to the room and I've been writing this letter to you and watching Spiderman 2 (I'm thinking they must steal US satellite, because there is only 4 channels in Cuba however I was watching TBS and HBO)

Tomorrow I'm hoping to go snorkeling as well as horseback riding. Thats the two things I'd like to do. I love you baby and I miss you so much.

Friday (Cuba Vacation)

Dear Raistlan,
Oh my God hun, what a long fucking day I've had!
We got picked up at moms at approximately 1:05am by the Niagara Airbus. I nodded in ands out of sleep. We picked up two other couples in St Catharines, they were older couples. One couple were going to Cuba as well (not on our flight). The other couple were going to the Dominican. I passed out again on the way to Toronto, woke up just as we came into the terminal drop off.
Went through all the airport shite without any problems.
The plane was too small (funny to say since it was a Boeing 757... not a bad sized plane from the outside) and I swear we took the 'mommy and me' flight. There were so many kids/babies!!
The three of us were so squished, the flight felt like it took days rater then a few hours.

Anyway, landed in Holguin, climbed down the stairs to the tarmac, got my first look at the airport. It looked like a big warehouse. Ya had to follow everyone into a big open area where everyone had to get into lines to go thru the customs check point.
We had to walk into this little booth with a customs officer behind a glass panel and there was a mirror behind me angled so that they could see my back. The guy I had just took my passport, VISA and ticket receipt, looked at all of it kept his part and stamped another part and handed it all back to be and nodded at me to go through, never said anything or ask me any questions.
Then we had to stand in line to go thru the x-ray and metal detector. Then we stood in line to exchange the US money. Foound out that we should have just left it as Canadian funds. Theres a surcharge on the US dollar. So again, after getting it exchanged I didn't have as much as I thought I had.
Finally got out to the bus, I had to change my shirt in the airport, I was sweating like a whore on coupon day. Thank the Gods there was AC on the bus.

For most of the bus ride I was trying to keep my eyes open, finally I passed out, but not before I saw how they live. Their houses have no windows on the frames (if they had frames), the roofs are mainly some sort of mud mixture and the palm frawns, the cars I did see were so old. I'm hoping to get some pictures on the way back to the airport. I was just too tired today. So we finally got to th resort, I tried calling a couple of times with my cell but there is no digital network here. I'll be sending you an email hopefully tomorrow. I miss you so much.

The resort is really nice. Sis and I are in one room that is upstairs and down the hall from mom. We got signed in had some lunch. I had a shower and we all took a nap.
Getting up in time for dinner we went to the buffet. They have a good selection. We have a 'welcome to the resort' meeting tomorrow at noon, so that they can tell us how things work here.

I think we're gonna make reservations at the grill restaurant tomorrow. I love you baby.

The pina coladas have sucked ass, so I tried this other drink that some woman in a wedding dress told us about, I think it was called a Verradaro Sunrise. It's a three colored drink, grenadine and vodka in the bottom, orange juice and pineapple juice in the middle and then some sort of green coloured rum in the top layer...
Anyway....
Oh there is a time difference here. We are an hour ahead of you right now. Guess they just started participating in daylight savings this oast summer.

Anywho too tired to write anymore... I miss you and love you baby...

Home Again Home Again Jiggity Jigg...

YAY!! I'm home now and have finally gotten off of Raistlan... so now I can tell ya.... Everynight before I went to bed while I was in Cuba I wrote a letter to Raistlan telling him about my day... So I will be posting the letters on here... that way I'm not reiterating over and over again what happened on my vacation...

So I will be trying to get them on today... and I'll be adding all of my vacation pictures on photobucket so that y'all can see how fuckin beautiful it is there...

Here's some pics that I've posted already....just a few...

Half Nekkid Thursday

Ok so since I'm getting on a plane in about 15 hours or so... I know I have to give ya a good HNT post... cause this is the last one til I get back... and even then I'll be partying on the 2oth and the 21st and probably recouping on the 22nd... so it may not be until the 23rd that I post again...

wow.... that seems like such a long time from now.... lol

So there it is... my HNT pic...
thats me saying

'Kiss My Ass I'm In Cuba!!!'

So hope you enjoy the pic.... if you come by and you're really that bored... I have tons of other crappy entries in my archives y'all could look at... that should take you a week to wade through some of that disgusting mess... or you can go and check out my tenant... and read her stuff ;) again she's ---------> over that way and then down down and down again....

I already set up my email to my vacation response... I believe it pretty much says 'Kiss My Ass I'm In Cuba' as well ....*laughing*

Everyone be good and take care of everyone else... again... I love ya Squasha Bug :D

Everyone needs to keep Raistlan company while I'm gone... he's going to be so sad... so sad in fact that he'll be drowning himself in Anarchy Online 24/7 ....somebody remind him to eat... every couple of hours ok... ;) maybe call once a day or so to make sure he's slept and that he's still alive...

I love you guys... I'll take lots of pics and bring back some cigars...well and a whole lotta rum :D

Hasta Luego!!

Friends Will Always Surprise When You Least Expect It...

So it's Wednesday... almost Thursday.... one moment.. for those of you that don't know this particular inside joke... enjoy a lovely commercial break... it's Thurrrrrsday!

so since it's almost Thurrrrsday... that means I'm going down to moms tomorrow...yay!!

depending on what time Raistlan gets off of work and what time on Friday he has to work.... depends on what time I'm leaving to go to moms house... if he works later in the afternoon on Friday... then I might be able to hang out online a bit later tomorrow... if not then I'll be leaving at about 5:30pm.... gawd... would have to find something to do at my mom's house for 8 hours.... *shudders*

so yeah... I'm still not packed yet...

atleast everything I'm taking has, slowly over the last couple of weeks, migrated towards the livingroom.... so all my stuff is one room... just need to get it to jump into my suitcase now :D

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I'm not sure how to say this without getting... sappy ... or after school special like... or even those stupid emails that everyone sends around and you never know if they actually mean it...

but here it goes...

you know that you didn't have to do what you did today... and you did it anyway... I didn't ask for it ... don't think I ever could... I don't know how to thank you... except to say Thanks... it was greatly appreciated... you've always been there when I needed someone... either to talk, to listen, to cry... you have been a good friend...

ok was about to get sappy there... so I'll just say... Thank You...

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Cuba, Decongestants, Dentists & Sex

So since christmas I've had this strange stuffy nose.. comes and goes... no idea what it is... I will not give it a label.. such as a cold or whatever else it could be... it does not exist to me... especially when I'm getting on a plane in apprx 2 days and 20 hours...
I finally broke down and took a decongestant... (shut up!!)

Yesterday I went back to the feckin dentist... oh they hurt me so bad... my doctor freezes me just before they go to do the cleaning and I appreciate it so much... however... he learned yesterday that I have a hidden nerve in the bottom part of my jaw... so he gave me four shots on the bottom right quadrant of my mouth... and then he left... and the hygenist went to work on my cleaning... oh yeah... I felt all of it... omg it hurt so bad... so when it came time for him to go to work on whatever fillings and what not... I told him the only thing that was numb was my ear lobe and my lip... the inside of my mouth was not frozen... he looked a little shocked... lol so he poked me with three more needles...and waited a few more minutes... yeah that did it... so he went to work... thank god I still have pain killers left from when I had the extraction... my jaw and gums and face feel so bruised... codiene is my friend today... was last night too...

A good nights sleep would've helped too... last night I was up in the middle of the night... this time it wasn't because I couldn't sleep... apparently Raistlan and I were both fairly horny or just having good dreams... we met in the middle of the bed... and pretty much woke up when I was getting on top of him... lmao... gotta love half asleep sex ;)

So I'm not packed yet... yeah I know... I have 2 days til I leave... and actually its like one... since I won't be here on Thursday... I have to go down to my moms house... egad!!.... no internet... no computer... no good cable... How DO they live?.... lmao

So I'll do my HNT post before I leave... I'll try to make it a good one since y'all will be looking at it for over a week....

I'll be back to posting on the 21st or 22nd... I get back on the 20th... but I'm hoping to go out partying on the 21st... lol what can I say Betty Fords gonna be out and about ...and I'm going to be childless... lol

had a strange dream last night....
I was dreaming that I was living in my old house... and I was asleep on the couch down in my livingroom ... and someone came in and laid down with me on the couch... (I love cuddlin on the couch) ....we were snuggling together... and he whispered in my ear that he... needed to make a phone call...because he wanted a transformer... (I know kinda fucked eh? and yeah the kids toy) ...he didn't move from the couch... just started nibbling on my neck... and caressing his hand all over my body... I licked his face... and rolled away from him... so that my back was against his front...he started breathing on and nibbling on the back of my neck....and pulled me really close to his front...(couldn't fit anything between us) thats when he whispered in my ear.... come with me... (not cum... come... you big perverts) when I asked where... he helped me up off the soul sucker couch (that was the name of my couch) and took me out to his car... and drove us to Tim Hortons... (yeah in my dream I was like... wtf?? you pulled me off a couch of snuggling to go to the fucking coffee shop) walked into Tim Hortons... to find that it was some huge room of naked writhing people...just doing and having as much fun as they could...yeah I was shocked... (how come they were never doing that when I went there by myself)... so needless to say... we joined in the festivities...

yep thats one strange dream... see what happens when ya wake me up with some good sex in the middle of the night... apparently for the rest of the night I have strange sex dreams ...lmao

I HAVE A TENANT :D

I have a tenant :D

YAY!!!

go over there ------>>
and then go down down down... under all the other cool blogs and you'll see my Renter :D

show some love to my tenants!!
they're cool... like we are here :D

Best Blonde Joke

The Best Blonde Joke ever.... and I don't like blonde jokes....

Yahoo! Top Stories - MAN DATES GAL ON INTERNET FOR SIX MONTHS -- AND IT TURNS OUT SHE'S HIS MOTHER!

Yahoo! Top Stories - MAN DATES GAL ON INTERNET FOR SIX MONTHS -- AND IT TURNS OUT SHE'S HIS MOTHER!

OMG can you say FUCKED UP!!

and people wonder why I don't believe it's really them when they show me their pictures... that would be so embarassing...egad!!

I haven't stopped laughing about it yet...

We At War, We At War With Terrorism, Racism, But Most Of All We At War With Ourselves

it snowed again this morning.... I was loving the fact that I could see grass... and then it took a feckin dump on us again....

I've now got the attitude of "I don't feckin care" as long as I can make it to the airport in 6 days...

As you may have noticed I now have a counter... well... countdown going at the top of my blog... yeppers its counting down the days until I head to Cuba for a week...

I feel bad... I had told Raistlan I wouldn't take anymore vacations without him... so I feel like I can't get too excited about going... for fear that it'll piss him off... If I was paying for the trip the yeah I could see how that would me going back on my word too him.. but I can't help it if my sister is the one that got the ticket for me... and I have friends I would love to go visit that also live in warmer climates that I would go see before buying my own ticket to Cuba...

Raistlan and I want to take a trip to Georgia and to New Orleans...(we've always wanted to go)... as well as other places as well.. but with our finances there is no way we're going anywhere anytime soon... maybe when I go back to work I'll be able to save up some moolah...

blah 'nough depressing shite...

Wanna know why I'm angry this week....
I went to the Employment Office... and I handed in the papers they needed... and asked her how long it would take... she barely looks up from her desk and says "three to four weeks".... I was like.. WHA?? "I just had to week almost three weeks for my Record of Employment, and now I have to wait just as long for my first cheque??" she nods... "oh ok.. so I'll be getting my med leave money about the time I go back to work then eh?"
so now I have no money to take with me on my trip... I have no money for my moms birthday cake... (which is costing me a pretty penny... )
yeah thats what pissed me off this week...

I need to find a frickin' bathing suit... so I can do my beached whale impression while I'm in Cuba... hmmm... k gotta go look for it now...

Half Nekkid Thursday

Here's an ass pic for all you HNT fans...





no its not my ass...

Who Needs Sleep?

Take Two... ahh yes blogger did it again... it ate my original witty and humourous post and has left me bitter and sullen and this is the product...

So heres how my New Years Eve went... (which btw I'm still not fully recovered from)

Raistlan and I went to my old stompin' grounds (as I mentioned in another post) and so onward to Crystal Beach we went... to The Palmwood where we went to go see my favourite local band...



these guys ROCK!! I grok them muchly....

only problem was.. the next morning I realized that it seemed I tried to compete with Dave on vocals... because I had no voice... which by the way is still not 100% yet...
it was great... again at midnight I was on a dance floor kissing my man... except this year I wasn't in an evening gown doing it... I was in knee high lace up leather boots, fishnet stockings, black short skirt, a black athetic tank top, big hair and black make up... topped off with a white top hat that said HAPPY NEW YEARS on it :D oh yeah!! I looked great LOL... I felt more comfortable in that then I would've in any evening gown... lol and yes we got a couple of pics but y'all have to wait for them because we didn't get our hands on a digital cam... so Raistlan snapped a couple with a cheesy 35mm we had sitting around...
Damn I forgot how many fights start in that bar... lol... ya know somedays I miss going home... and somedays I don't.. that night... I really missed home.. man I wanted to kick the hell outta somebody...lol
I got to rough up some skinny bitches... oh yeah that made my night...
See what happens is I have hair down to my ass... yeah I'm a short shit... but fuck.. if you get in my way when I'm dancin to some good fuckin music... yeah you figured it out... I just start the good old fashioned head banging... clears out all the skinny bitches from around me... >:D
either that or they try pushin me out of the front... I turn into a sharp jagged rock.. what skinny bitch is gonna push my ass first off... and secondly I have elbows, fingers, knees... all kinds of things that if I poke you or jab you...is gonna hurt since you have no meat on your bones.....

*sigh* God that was a fuckin fun night!!!
I musta danced from 9pm til about 2 am... and boy did I feel it when I tried to walk out...errr... stagger out to the car... Raistlan was the designated driver... so I let loose... drank too much... danced too much...

We went to Tim Hortons on the way home... I hadn't eaten anything all day... so I wanted a hot smoothee.. and I wanted one of everything that was ready to eat... lol so walked out with a bagel and a doughnut and a butter caramel hot smoothee.... mmmmm smmmooooooothie!!

I said to Raistlan "I bet ya that guy thinks we're weird..." to which Raistlan replied "No hunny he probably just thinks you're drunk..."

So we got home at 3 ish and I sat down to take my boots off and said Happy New Years to a couple of my friends online who were still up... then went and got one of the best lickings and fuckings since the new year started... ba ha ha... it was still really fuckin awesome even if it was the first one of the year >:D

So New Years Day... I woke up without a hangover thank you very much... voice is still rather squeakalious... went to go visit a couple we haven't seen in a long time... and then headed down to my Aunt's house... played a bunch of games... my cousin and my sister who had been with us the night before were there...omg when you get the three of us together...bolt down everything including your husbands >:) my cousin still couldn't hear from the night before, and my sister could barely move....

when Raistlan and I were in the shower that day I said to him that I was getting to old for this kinda partying so I shouldn't do it anymore... he said nah ya just need to do it more often so it'll get used to it...

My neck, shoulders, back and thighs are still buggin me.... LMAO

BTW to everyone who harps on me about my sleep and how I never get any for days and days at a time... I got twelve... yes count them 12 feckin hours of sleep last night... I went to bed yesterday at 1:30 in the afternoon and woke up at 1:30 in the morning this morning... then went back to bed for an hour... hmm guess I got 13 hours... lol

oh and one last thing before I retire for the rest of the day... I was extremely bored and updated my photoblog... The Faces Of Rae

alrighty then... have a nice freaking day!! ;)