If I'm Only Dreaming, Then Why'm I Screaming

A few years ago my friend and her mom and I all went to go see a psychic (go ahead and groan) his name was Lenny, nice guy. So we waited in the car while we each went upstairs one at a time.
He did his readings out of a small upstairs apartment and he prefers when reading family members to keep them separated during the reading, so since we're all like family to each other we did it that way.

So her mom went first, and then my friend went, and then I went up last. He looked tired when I came upstairs, I understand how that goes when you're doing readings for people.

I enjoyed my reading, yes of course he told me things I already knew, but I didn't tell him anything. Save the nickname I use as my name. He came back with my full first name.

I had almost completely forgotten about the reading. Until the other day when I was in the shower. I love my shower, I just love being able to for all intents and purposes trance out in the shower and just make my mind blank it's just the best part of the cleansing process. but anyway...
At the time I was seeing this guy, sort of. And of course I wanted to ask him about this guy and see what was going to happen with us.

Lenny told me he was a flash in the pan, never gonna work out. Which I was already starting to feel like it was going that way. So he went on to tell me that the relationship I'm in won't be my last, there's much love but it too eventually won't be what we're looking for. Then he talked of the next one. Can't give too much away there. I shrugged at the time because the initial (name) that he gave didn't make sense to me I didn't have any friends with that initial that I could ever see that happening with. Now... why would this hit me in the shower almost 4 years after it happened.

*chuckles*
you know...

I don't know... :)