When All You Got To Keep Is Strong, Move Along, Move Along Like I Know Ya Do...

Well I figure it's time to do an update when I have a phone call from the other side of the pond asking me how I've been and what's new since they'd not heard... *smiles* btw... thanks for the call I do enjoy talking to you, even if it's just listening to a message on my machine... I know you'd never say you do... but I do miss you. I know that even though things are changing on the 31st that you'll figure something out again... :)

Ok so ... personal notes to only one person aside for the moment... although I will warn you that there might be another at the end...

So where to start...?

We move on the 1st of Nov. into a big beautiful house, where we're going to have no bed and no furniture... *laughs* but at least we'll be in a house and we'll be happier... I'm sure we'll scrounge together a few bucks to go buy some bargain basement used 1960's furniture or something until we can actually afford some... which is too bad I had a beautiful set picked out at the Brick... oh well... not dwelling.. too happy about the move to do that...

So it's official that Samhain will be the last holiday we have in this apartment... which is funny since... none of us will actually be here...
So I guess technically this past weekend which was our thanksgiving was our last holiday here... I'm glad that I decided on friday night that we should have a real thanksgiving for the four of us...

Showed the manchild the house since he hadn't seen it... he loves it... can't wait to help me fix up the back yard and help me plant some gardens and maybe even set up the trampoline in the back yard...

I can't wait to get in, in the next couple of weeks and paint it to suit us a bit better... ya know... hot pink just ain't my thing and I don't wish it to be in my front foyer... *laughs* omg!! I'm getting a front foyer... *grins* Yeah I'm excited... so we don't have a whole bunch of money for a new bed or new furniture... but I'm getting out of this one and a half bedroom shoe box that we've been in for four years...

my sex life is fantastic... but then again it should be when trying to have a baby... *grins* or two... they've figured out the problems and we've been set straight again and hopefully soon I'll be announcing to all those who actually care and read this that I'll be having my third and maybe fourth baby... *laughs* Yeah we'll have enough room for them ; )

So mostly life right now consists of packing, allergy medication, an odd drink now and then, planning an anniversary party, looking forward to a halloween party, lots of awesomely good yummy sexxors, and late night movie sessions... mixed in with a bit of mu*'ing and some smiles...

Now... obviously not everything is rainbows and candy canes... there is still something hanging up in the air... I hope that the conversation we had today hasn't and doesn't set us back a few weeks... I've been feeling good about talking and getting things out that we hadn't before... the conversations and the pace has been feeling right... and I hope it has for you as well... I've been smiling more afterward... I've been sighing less... and really I've been hoping that things are changing for you for the better as well... if not I understand, but I hope it doesn't stay that way for too long... you know how much I prefer your smile... especially the real one that showcases the dimples ; ) Just Smile Ludo...

Yeah so that was the other personal note... but hey it's my blog...

So the costume will be posted after I get some pics from the party on the 25th... even if no one wants to see my fat ass in it : P ... but anyway... too leave on a bit more serious note...

Why would anyone think that someone who is bi-sexual need to 'come out' too their parents?

I never did and I am... I think I just feel that, that's a part of my life that they really don't need to know about... So I never did... but others feel that they should... what do you think...?