Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Fuckin Snow.....

I firmly believe that everyone should do some good... in the way of volunteering...
whether its helping an elderly neighour, or serving meals at a hospital, joining a service organization... I believe that everyone should volunteer... but it should be a joy that you bring into your own life... It shouldn't feel like a burden... if it feels like its bringing you down rather than lifting you up... get out... get out as soon as you can... volunteering is just that... it's volunteering... you are there because you want to be.. and you realize that you are not getting paid... if all of a sudden volunteering feels more like going to work... you need to find a new way to volunteer...

there is no better feeling in the world then the feeling you get when you help someone.

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When someone lies to you and you find out about it... how does that make you feel?
When someone makes you into a scapegoat and you find out about it... how does that make you feel?
When someone puts you down...how does that make you feel?
When someone treats you and your family like shite.... how does that make you feel?

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If you feel that there is something missing in your life... it's probably because there is.... If you feel like you are not being treated in a manner that you believe you should be treated... then... why be in that situation?

If somebody lies to you once do you think that they'll do it again?

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I look into the eyes of my baby boys... I never want to see sadness there... If I saw sadness there on a regular basis because of the way somebody was treating them... I would be homicidal.... If you cause my children pain or sadness... you better run for the hills... it break my heart to think that somebody could treat children badly... I don't even like my husband disciplining my children... because somedays I get so mad at him... for raising his voice or sending them to their room or what not...
To all the women and mothers out there... if someone was mean to your children what would you do?

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incase you hadn't noticed I'm kind of having random thought day today... figured I was about due since it's been awhile...

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Tonight was the first night for snow... yep it snowed... :( was hoping it would wait a little longer... we don't have a snowbrush for the car yet ... so when I finished work I hand to wipe off the back window with my hand... man that was cold... turned on the defroster on the back window but still... would of taken to long to melt it off... *sigh* I hate snow... after 27 years of it... it starts to get a little old... I'm starting to get in the christmas spirit a bit... unlike last year... last year I didn't even put a tree up... this year for the last couple of weeks I've been trying to figure out where I'm going to put up the tree... oh yeah that and I'm starting to freak out about money and whether or not I'll have enough :( (we never have enough) I got the most awesome gift for Raistlan... I'd let ya in on what it is... but he reads my blog everyday... so y'all will have to find out after he does... but ooooooo its good :D

enh alright I'm off... tomorrow (well today actually but don't fuck me up like that) is payday so we'll be shopping and making miracles happen with no money... :D

And The Beat Goes On.....

Had an episode today...

instead of writing about it twice so I wrote it once and you can go to this link and read it...

but only if you want...

I hope tomorrow goes better...

What A Way To Make A Living...

I have bruises on the palms of my hands... my feet have blisters and hurt... I can barely stand up straight... I smelt of beer.. and was called a cocksucker twice to my face by a drunk groom-to-be infront of his bride-to-be, his father-in-law-to-be.... all to make a measely 75 dollars plus tips...

and what will you do for money?

me? ...apparently I'll sling beer and shots at a stag and doe for apprx 300 people...

long story...

went back to work today...

Boy was that a joke....

systems had been down all day... phones were wigging out... customers could hear us but we couldn't hear them... it wasn't just our office it was company wide... thats like 8 offices....

at first my phone was fine it was as soon as I said those fateful words... "Mine's working fine" my next call lasted 45 minutes because I was trying to be helpful.. from what I understood from the guy... I was the third person he had spoken too that had phone troubles and he REALLY needed help... so I felt bad...
yeah he needed my help soooo bad...why?
because he had signed up at ebay and couldn't find the ebay confirmation email... someone stab me.... 45 fuckin minutes...

all I have to say is thank the Gods I don't have to work for the next two days ... lol

SUCKERS!!!

You No Longer Exsist In My World, In My Heart....

I think the rating site that I put my pic on had a brain fart.. all of a sudden yesterday I no longer exsisted... :O

I couldn't believe it... I was mad.. I was doing fairly well... not the greatest but then I never really expected too...

But to all of a sudden be erased :( thats not cool...

so I'm all set up on it again....

so... could you do me a favour.... GO VOTE!! again :D

thanks guys :D

Too Stern On Stern...

So today on the way home from driving Raistlan to work I was listening to Howard Stern...

Just as I was pulling into the driveway, they were playing a clip of two senators talking about the scheduling on the American Forces Radio... well they decided to use Howard Stern as an example...

The one guy had asked what the conditions were for being put on the AFR and the other guy answered that "you had to have a syndicated show that had over 1 million listeners..." so the first guy said "well if those are the only requirements why don't we have the Howard Stern show on there as well it seems that maybe there are other conditions as well that we don't know about"

so Senator 2 said some shite about Howard Stern being offensive and how there are lots of people that find his radio show and its content offensive.
Senator 1 replied with "so you're admiting that there are other criteria for what gets played on the ARF"

So it goes on like that for atleast another minute until Sentor 1 says to Senator 2 "well there are people out there that believe that Rush Limbaugh is offensive and his content has a lot to be desired" They aren't putting somebody like Howard on because they think that the Arabs will find it offensive....

Well anyway thats how the conversation/debate went on for a few minutes... until Howard turned it off...

But they debate would have been interesting to finish... because serioiously... who's the judge of what thousands of people would find offensive... Have you listened to Howard Stern lately?? seriously he's nowhere near as bad people believe he is... he just speaks bluntly about whats on his mind.. which a lot of the time happens to be tits and ass.. he's just like everyother American male.. except one thing... he made it look and sound good... and has his own radio show...

I will be one of the first to point out that I don't agree with most of the things that Rush Limbaugh has too say in the least...

I'm not political... everyone else tells me what I am.. I've been labeled a Liberal... as a matter of fact I might a guy that as soon as he found out I was Canadian he nodded and said "yep, Liberal"...
I just shrugged and said whatever... lol

but in my opinion I think if they're gonna have one side of the coin on the American Forces Radio (Rush Limbaugh) then why not have the other side of the coin (Howard Stern)

shouldn't it be up to the troops? shouldn't they get a say in what they would like to listen too??

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So I have a tip for you...
Todays tip - Don't fry bacon on the range naked... as a matter of fact don't fry any food naked...