Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Name Those Tunes


It's a vain pursuit, but it helps me to sleep
Looking for a place to happen
making stops along the way

Are you breathing? no.
Do the wicked see you
Youre still grieving
Youre making me numb

She, who is wanting me
Whose touch can make me cry
I can only understand
By never asking her why
Hear the contradictions fly
And as hard as I may try
Every truth becomes a lie

And once again she calls to me
Then she vanishes in thin air
And how she takes my breath away
Pretending that she's not there

Feel the break and I got to live it up,
Oh, yea huh, well I swear that I.
What I really wanna know, baby,
What I really want to say I cant define.
That love make it go

Told me that my hair was red
He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh i cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
He told me that i'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light

I know a girl who reminds me of cher
Shes always changing
The color of her hair
She dont use nothing
That ya buy at the store
She likes her hair to be real orange
She uses tangerines

Favored signs to find hope
In the rounds of life
Favored rhymes to find hope
In the sands of life

You build me up then you knock me down.
You play the fool while I play the clown.
We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum.
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds
You tell me that I dream too much
Now I'm serving time in disillusionment

I don't want to lose him
He must be worth losing
If it is worth something

When they pull you under
And I would give you anything you want
Well all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me

bill barilko disappeared that summer, he was on a fishing trip the last goal he ever scored won the leafs the cup they didn't win
another until 1962, the year he was discovered, I stole this from a hockey card

Thursday, October 12, 2006

You Tell Me...


e‧mo‧tion‧al[i-moh-shuh-nl] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective
1.pertaining to or involving emotion or the emotions.
2.subject to or easily affected by emotion: We are an emotional family, given to demonstrations of affection.
3.appealing to the emotions: an emotional request for contributions.
4.showing or revealing very strong emotions: an emotional scene in a play.
5.actuated, effected, or determined by emotion rather than reason: An emotional decision is often a wrong decision.
6.governed by emotion: He is in a highly emotional state of mind.


af‧fair[uh-fair] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.anything done or to be done; anything requiring action or effort; business; concern: an affair of great importance.
2.affairs, matters of commercial or public interest or concern; the transactions of public or private business or finance: affairs of state; Before taking such a long trip you should put all your affairs in order.
3.an event or a performance; a particular action, operation, or proceeding: When did this affair happen?
4.thing; matter (applied to anything made or existing, usually with a descriptive or qualifying term): Our new computer is an amazing affair.
5.a private or personal concern; a special function, business, or duty: That's none of your affair.
6.an intense amorous relationship, usually of short duration.
7.an event or happening that occasions or arouses notoriety, dispute, and often public scandal; incident: the Congressional bribery affair.
8.a party, social gathering, or other organized festive occasion: The awards ceremony is the biggest affair on the school calendar.



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So what is an emotional affair?

tell me what you think an emotional affair between two people is...

Monday, October 09, 2006

Friday, October 06, 2006

Happy Early Thanksgiving

man oh man I should wake up with techno every morning...

So last night we had thanksgiving dinner at my mom's house... mom's going away for the weekend so we dined together a few days early... that and we thought we were going to go up north today for the weekend... but... we're not.

So I was thinking in the van on the way down to mom's house about all the things I'm thankful for... yeah sometimes we do that at the table... so I was preparing myself ahead of time... lol

So we only half sorta did it last night.. so I figured I'd come home and do it here today... kinda early since thanksgiving is on Monday... but hey nothing like being prepared.

I'm thankful for...

My boys... my friends... most of my family as dysfunctional as the entire thing is... having a roof over my head...

I'm thankful that the doctors tried to make me 100% again...

Hope all the Canadians have a Happy Thanksgiving on Monday...

Monday, October 02, 2006

Blondes Don't Have More Fun, Let's Try Red!


So.... here's me with dark red hair... it'll be staying for as long as I can get it too... yep thats me... always up for a dramatic change... that last post was two really good songs.. sorry I forgot to include the names... I Will Remember You by Sarah Mclachlan and Violently Happy by Bjork...

Anyway... I love the red hair so don't let the pic fool ya... this was just me while waiting for what ended up being two hours... lol I have a couple others... yeah I know the shit I do when I'm bored... I take photos of myself being bored... but anyway...

not much new going on here... we've all been battling sickness... Keenan's not feeling well now... first was me... now him.. and I'm still not even 100%...
when I'm bored for fun I hang on irc and have been playing in trivia rooms... whoever knew that a platypus couldn't see under water... *shrugs* I didn't... but hey these are the things ya learn on irc trivia... the mush has fallen to the wayside a bit for me... because wow ... who knew those people could get so petty and argumentative and gossipy about each other... oh well... I'm sure I'll go back eventually...
it's been a month since we've been in Georgia... and we both miss it immensely... I still haven't sent out my thank ya's... ay yi yi if my mother knew... shhh ;)

not much to update.. Thanksgiving is coming up this weekend... for all those Americans reading this... thats right we don't celebrate it at the same time as you ;)
so yeah when thanksgiving is done we worry about halloween while when yours is finished y'all worry about christmas coming next... yeah I know fucked up isn't it...
the cool thing is tho... 2 years ago... wow that long ago already??? anyway... two years ago I had thanksgiving here and then flew to chicago in november and had thanksgiving with the lovely Anna Banana... was hoping we could afford to go out to chicago again this year... but sorry Banana no surprise visit next month :( that last vacation just drained us... so you can blame it on Jamie ;) he's got big shoulders he can take it :D lol ;)

Raistlan freaked me out the other day... for all of those who are truly my friends and have been here since the beginning might understand why it freaked me out a little... but anyway... went to go see Betty Ford on saturday night... (btw No more Grape and Wine Festivals for Dave before singing) and he leans over and says too me... 30 days til our 8th anniversary... yikes eh?!

I've had shoes last 8 years... shirts that lasted 8 years... kids that have lasted 8 years... animals that lasted 8 years... but never a relationship.... wowzers...

Anyway.. I have to get ready to go... tis that time oof year again... Lions has started... must go to a meeting tonight...