It's a wonder how a guy who's only known me about 2 weeks could possibly know what I need over a guy who has known me for 5 years and another that has for 10 years...
Yesterday I went for my last road test for my drivers license... I've had my license for just a bit over 5 years but hadn't finished all the tests. My license came up for renewal and in order to renew it I had to get that last test done. *sighs* Well I failed.
Yep.. me... the one who's favourite past time is driving... the one who's driven to Montreal... to Georgia... and all over the freaking place... failed my drivers test.
Which means... I lost my license.
No it's not that strict... it's a case of because my license had expired before I did the test I got an extension and this was the do or die kinda thing.
Well as I said... I failed. So had no license.
Oh I can start the process all over again if I want... and have $200... beginners (written) and 1st road test - $125 Exit test - $75...
Well I've been told a few times... Don't stress... It's not the end of the world... *nods*
Ya know.. I realize this... but I should be allowed the time to beat myself up about this... even if I'd like to do it for a couple of days...
So I will stop stressing, and I will continue on, and the world shall not crumble... But I will now lose control of where I go and how long I'm there and when I want to go...
*shrugs*
Let me freak about this for however I deem necessary... honestly this is not the straw that has broken this camels back.
*sighs* I had something else to say but I just don't have it in me...
See ya around
Friday, July 27, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Just Thought - You Oughta Know.
I want you to know, that I am happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me?
Would she go down on you in a theater?
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby?
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity?
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face
How quickly I was replaced
And are you thinking of me when you f... her?
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Ohh... aah... ahh... ahh...
'Cause the joke that you laid in the bed
That was me and I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes, and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails
Down someone else's back I hope you feel it
Well, can you feel it?
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
-Alanis
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me?
Would she go down on you in a theater?
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby?
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity?
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face
How quickly I was replaced
And are you thinking of me when you f... her?
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Ohh... aah... ahh... ahh...
'Cause the joke that you laid in the bed
That was me and I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes, and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails
Down someone else's back I hope you feel it
Well, can you feel it?
'Cause the love that you gave that we made
Wasn't able to make it enough for you
To be open wide, No
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me
You'd hold me until you died
Till you died, but you're still alive
And I'm here, to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair, to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
-Alanis
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
My Last Three Weeks
Mornin'
As I sit here and eat my Georgia peach and drink my Florida OJ I can't help but realize...
Most people when they're not feeling well
it usually lasts about a week if you're really sick maybe 3 days if it's just a bug, longer then a week and you get worried.
As of this coming Thursday it will be 3 weeks since I went to prompt care at t he hospital because the pain in my throat was so bad that I was actually crying.
So that means it's been 3 weeks today that I woke up with a sore throat.
So three weeks later here I sit, nose still stuffed, throat still raspy, right ear - can't hear very well.
I've gone through apprx 5 boxes of tissue, have had to take naps during the day from fatigue, gone through a bottle of Ibuprofen and a script of anti biotics (which most ladies know what comes from that) and I can still barely taste my food.
Then again I'm just thankful that I can eat solid foods again.
So that's where I've been... and what I've been up too...
As I sit here and eat my Georgia peach and drink my Florida OJ I can't help but realize...
Most people when they're not feeling well
it usually lasts about a week if you're really sick maybe 3 days if it's just a bug, longer then a week and you get worried.
As of this coming Thursday it will be 3 weeks since I went to prompt care at t he hospital because the pain in my throat was so bad that I was actually crying.
So that means it's been 3 weeks today that I woke up with a sore throat.
So three weeks later here I sit, nose still stuffed, throat still raspy, right ear - can't hear very well.
I've gone through apprx 5 boxes of tissue, have had to take naps during the day from fatigue, gone through a bottle of Ibuprofen and a script of anti biotics (which most ladies know what comes from that) and I can still barely taste my food.
Then again I'm just thankful that I can eat solid foods again.
So that's where I've been... and what I've been up too...
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
I Am Canadian
I'm...
fun... funny... understanding... caring... knowing... loving... beautiful... sexy... good listener... down to earth... cute... a lover... a fighter... a good fuck... helpful... enthusiastic... great friend... stubborn... thick headed... obtuse... greedy... jealous... fantastic... odd... unique... perfectly plump...
I'm also...
Not wife material.
fun... funny... understanding... caring... knowing... loving... beautiful... sexy... good listener... down to earth... cute... a lover... a fighter... a good fuck... helpful... enthusiastic... great friend... stubborn... thick headed... obtuse... greedy... jealous... fantastic... odd... unique... perfectly plump...
I'm also...
Not wife material.
