No More Pain. please...

with the fact being that I'm not getting out very much you'll just have to live with the fact that my posts will revolve around my foot/ankle/leg... deal with it...

I'm in pain tonight...not the sort that most would think of...it's not the 'you broke a bone dumbass'...type of pain...

the only way to describe what I'm feeling right now is this... you know when a bee or a mosquito flies past your ear and you hear/feel the buzzing sound their wings make...?

that is the constant feeling at my incision site...

now that's not the pain...that's just the queer feeling in my leg that I have to assume is my nerves trying to function after being fucked with...

the pain I'm in does deal with that same area...every so often when I move my foot...it feels like there is an angry bee trapped between my leg and the air cast and it's stinging the fuck out of me...

I have to assume  that it's because my incision is healing and when I move my foot even slightly it'll tug on the skin and irritate it...however it's still painful and makes me gasp and sometimes even cry a little...

that sting...seeps into my skin...travels up my leg...to my spine where my hair will stand up then on my arm...dunno why...but it fucking hurts and I could do without it now...as it's keeping me from going to sleep...

I think I fell asleep for about 30 minutes this evening...

I'm tired of losing sleep because of twitching bee stinging type of pain...*sighs*

I just want some sleep. :(