Happy Fathers Day...??

So...

We were supposed to be going out to Marineland today... *sighs*

I had a tough night last night... couldn't sleep...and I ended up with a stomach ache...

So now my family is off at Marineland while I'm here at the house burping up sulphur...

...

So I guess this summer solstice will be spent at home... in bed trying to get my stomach to calm back down again...

*sighs*

I'm tired of not feeling well when we have big plans...

I need to get rid of some of the stress that sits in the pit of my stomach like a hot rock...

enh... I need a nap...

I haz a sad...

So...

I put my baby on a bus this morning... a bunch of strangers took him away... put him on an airplane... and flew him to the other side of the country...

*sighs*

The manchild is in Nova Scotia... it's at the Tim Horton's camp in Tatamagouche...

I know this is a great opprotunity for him... I know that ... I really do...

I was really good today and stayed as strong as I could... I did cry a bit after coming back to mom's house... took a nap as well... the others have been trying to keep me distracted ... we've been watching movies all day... one of them we actually went to the show to watch...

Night at the Museum here at the house - Night at the Museum 2 at the theatre - Bride Wars here at the house... that's so far... I think we have a few more as well that the others picked out...

I'm barely paying attention... my stomach is in knots... and my brain is just a bit off..

all sorts of shite on my mind lately... plus California on my mind... and now the manchild being so far away... yeah needless to say I haven't been a barrel of laughs...

I've obviously been sad... considering the three days of rain we've had... you know because I'm not sad when it rains... it rains because I'm sad... *grins*

so yeah... I haz a few sadz...

dunno

Wow so apparently it's been April since my last post.

Don't think I'll be doing the dreads... not because I don't want to but because I don't think I'm going to be able to afford too... odd sounding I know but...

So a metric tonne of shit has happened since my last post and of course you know me I'm not even sure were to start...

The kittens have gotten huge and demanding... the kids are older and bigger...

We have a friend who is coming to visit us this summer which I'm absolutely excited about...

But through all the good there is a bit of sad...

if you miss someone do you make the effort to send them a note and tell them such or should you just wait until the next time you see them...I've always been of the opinion that if you miss someone or just wish to say hi you should drop them a quick note telling them that...