In those moments...short in comparison of all the moments spent apart...in those short moments I can see it in your eyes...when looking at me...in the way your fingers make their way across my skin...your hands glide across the span of my body...as our bodies get more entwined...pressing closer together...
As you then look down at me...it's the only time you seem to really look at me...
In those moments we're together by ourselves in the quiet of the room...the only noises are those we make...the results from our explorations of each other...
It's these snippets of time that I see something I so wish I could see all the time...
A glimpse past the and over the wall...the barricade that is up all the time... I peek at the softness...the creamy nougat if you will...
I get to feel your energy change and the intensity of which it flows from you...
The part of you that I would bet that only one perhaps two others have ever seen...
It's that part that mirrors what I feel all the time. It mirrors and reflects...
In those moments we are so in sync those moments are when forever lasts but one second.
You broke me.
You broke me and changed the way I see things. You changed the way I wanted things.
I can't tell you.
If I did you'd run again.
I don't runaway, I try to save myself from saying things that you don't want to hear.
I save myself from hearing you say cruel things...I save myself from feeling unwelcome and uncertainties.
We don't know what you want.
When things are good they are so so very good.
When things were bad...they were horribly cruel and spiteful.
I don't feel wanted until those moments...those tiny moments where you hold me close and kiss me deeply.
And make me feel like you do love.
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