It's an odd feeling to suddenly have it that now when sitting at the computer to get the feeling of 'I don't want to be here'... I think I just heard someone faint after reading that... *laughs*
Yeah me the queen of sitting on the computer all day is now getting sick of her computer... only took like 14 years for that to happen... I think it's because of how much my computer experience has changed... it used to be my connection with the outside world... and now... *shrugs* it's a source of entertainment at times with the games that I play on occasion but generally now I just get the feeling of 'why am I sitting here?'
Especially with The Man being gone.
Hard to believe but the laundry is getting done... the dishes are getting done each night... and I'm finding myself sort of just wandering around tidying up stuff that's laying around... mind you I still am in the evenings sitting down and watching the 'idiot box' (as my grandfather called it) but on commercials is when I find myself wandering about tidying up...
It's been interesting.
Talking about interesting (oh yeah smooth segue) tomorrow evening I'm going to find myself all by myself. I didn't realize it until the other day. The Man is gone, the Boychild will be off to camp tomorrow for the long weekend, the Manchild has a meeting in the evening so he'll be staying over at my Mum's house... what ever shall I do??
I had been thinking of going downtown and maybe hitting up the bars... haven't done that in a couple of years...then again I haven't done that by myself before either... lol
More then likely I'll end up laying on the couch watching TV while eating a bowl of ice cream in pajama pants and a wife beater... how sexy right?
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Every Day I'm Shuffling...
Here I go again on my own... going down the only road I've ever known...
*chuckles*
That's the song that went through my head as The Man drove off today...
since he left I've done 5 loads of dishes, two loads of laundry, got the Boychild all clean and off to bed, and I've been tidying up the house as well I still have to make the bed... if you have a king size bed... you'll understand why that's a feat... *laughs*
Especially since I'm only 5 feet tall...
Oh well... gotta keep busy...
After an interesting conversation it seems I may have to start a collection jar in order to get home from Nevada in August...
Anyone ever notice that there are two Brits and a Canadian judging America's Got Talent?? Doesn't that seem really ridiculous? I dunno it seems dumb to me... it just happens to be on in the background and I looked over and saw Piers, Sharon and Howie and found it a little ironic...
I got my Scentsy stuff in from Burton and the three scents I chose I'm in love with... especially the one that's called Simply Irresistible... it smells like Phoenix by Axe... was well worth the money I paid for it all...
and now it's time to go make the bed...have a shower...and get ready for an early morning tomorrow...
oh yeah... and my mouse is fuckered and I need a new one :(
*chuckles*
That's the song that went through my head as The Man drove off today...
since he left I've done 5 loads of dishes, two loads of laundry, got the Boychild all clean and off to bed, and I've been tidying up the house as well I still have to make the bed... if you have a king size bed... you'll understand why that's a feat... *laughs*
Especially since I'm only 5 feet tall...
Oh well... gotta keep busy...
After an interesting conversation it seems I may have to start a collection jar in order to get home from Nevada in August...
Anyone ever notice that there are two Brits and a Canadian judging America's Got Talent?? Doesn't that seem really ridiculous? I dunno it seems dumb to me... it just happens to be on in the background and I looked over and saw Piers, Sharon and Howie and found it a little ironic...
I got my Scentsy stuff in from Burton and the three scents I chose I'm in love with... especially the one that's called Simply Irresistible... it smells like Phoenix by Axe... was well worth the money I paid for it all...
and now it's time to go make the bed...have a shower...and get ready for an early morning tomorrow...
oh yeah... and my mouse is fuckered and I need a new one :(
Thursday, June 16, 2011
No I'm not Dead...Honestly.
So I've had this window open for weeks with every intention of sitting down and writing up a blog post...even started one that is saved around here somewhere...
so what's new? ... generally I answer that question with 'not much, what's new with you?' let's see if I can update on everything and still keep it somewhat short...
I got kicked from the MU* I'd been playing for nearly 7 yrs... why you ask... cause Swift's an fucking asshole...(I bitched and wrote up a whole long post about it but threw it up on live journal instead of posting it here)
I did the Relay for Life with my team...it actually went really well... I was surprised...I believe we raised almost $400... I was a bit disappointed by that... but then again there's always next year...and yeah I'm silly enough that I think I'll actually put together another team...
Every time I get a bit pouty I just remember that... I got my ticket to Reno!!! Huzzah!! *huge grin* I'm heading to Nevada in late August...yeah I've been told I'm crazy and that it's crazy hot there in August...truthfully I could care less if there were snow...lol I'm just happy to be going...
Also in August before I leave for Reno... the weekend before to be exact... I'm heading to the Red Spiral Womens Retreat...yay! I'm glad I'm able to make it this year...
the Manchild has been frustrating the fuck out of me... yeah yeah yeah... don't gimme the whole teenager crap... the one weekend he got under my skin so bad that I raised my fist to him...did not like that...I just wish he'd listen to his father and I... *sigh* fucking social networking sites... that's what it all boils down to... but anyway...next week he's graduating from grade 8...*le sigh* high school in September...ugh...
the Boychild has been more and more resistant to going to school as the year is coming to a close...and he's ecstatic that Cubs is over...and not looking forward to going to the last camp... but told him after that camp if he didn't want to do it anymore then he didn't have to. He's also really excited that the school/school board has given him a laptop system (laptop, headset, printer, scanner..etc.) for him to do his work on at school...he's unable to bring it home for the summer as it goes back to the board for the summer to get upgraded...but in the fall he gets it back again for grade 5...ugh...I cannot believe he'll be in grade 5 in September...
my babies are growing up so fast...
talking about babies or lack there of I should say... this new system of taking my birth control in order to avoid hormonal depression seems to working great... only down fall besides the increased possibility of stroke... is the migraines...I get them like clockwork when I start the placebos for three days... odd but doc has me on cafergot for the migraines...talk about old skool!
only thing I'm going to say about the Stanley Cup... I cannot believe that Vancouver let Boston win in their arena... *shakes head* dumbasses... and done.
I have a new fur baby... which I posted pics of on FB but don't think I said anything about it here...and if I did oh well... a boy ferret needed a new place to live... so we took him in and have been loving him all up.. his name was Mos...but... since he's deaf...yep..deaf... we've been calling him Moe... I like it better...
Oh yeah!... Burton and I went over to Buffalo to see a friend of ours... that was fun... we did a wine tasting...then went back to her house for a wonderful lunch that she made for us... Chicken Masala... it was yummy...unfortunately I was still terribly tired after the Relay for Life the night before and after a belly full of wine and yummy foods... I was passing out on the couch...lol they were real sweet about it...and I promised to be more awake next time... lol
I'm really glad that Burton and I are seeing her outside of the usual circle of people we would see her at because I'm not exactly sure how much longer that circle of people will be getting together...yeah bunches of crapola there...
So more goings on planned for visiting over to Buffalo... which makes me a happy camper.
so yeah... I think that's about it... other then boring stuff like how I've watched all of Firefly and am now working on Farscape... lol or how I send really nerdy pick up texts to Big Daddy... lol
so what's new? ... generally I answer that question with 'not much, what's new with you?' let's see if I can update on everything and still keep it somewhat short...
I got kicked from the MU* I'd been playing for nearly 7 yrs... why you ask... cause Swift's an fucking asshole...(I bitched and wrote up a whole long post about it but threw it up on live journal instead of posting it here)
I did the Relay for Life with my team...it actually went really well... I was surprised...I believe we raised almost $400... I was a bit disappointed by that... but then again there's always next year...and yeah I'm silly enough that I think I'll actually put together another team...
left to right: Uncle, Manchild, Me, (behind me) Matt, Aunt, 2 girlies, (behind them ) Sis and Boychild, K |
Every time I get a bit pouty I just remember that... I got my ticket to Reno!!! Huzzah!! *huge grin* I'm heading to Nevada in late August...yeah I've been told I'm crazy and that it's crazy hot there in August...truthfully I could care less if there were snow...lol I'm just happy to be going...
Also in August before I leave for Reno... the weekend before to be exact... I'm heading to the Red Spiral Womens Retreat...yay! I'm glad I'm able to make it this year...
the Manchild has been frustrating the fuck out of me... yeah yeah yeah... don't gimme the whole teenager crap... the one weekend he got under my skin so bad that I raised my fist to him...did not like that...I just wish he'd listen to his father and I... *sigh* fucking social networking sites... that's what it all boils down to... but anyway...next week he's graduating from grade 8...*le sigh* high school in September...ugh...
Manchild |
the Boychild has been more and more resistant to going to school as the year is coming to a close...and he's ecstatic that Cubs is over...and not looking forward to going to the last camp... but told him after that camp if he didn't want to do it anymore then he didn't have to. He's also really excited that the school/school board has given him a laptop system (laptop, headset, printer, scanner..etc.) for him to do his work on at school...he's unable to bring it home for the summer as it goes back to the board for the summer to get upgraded...but in the fall he gets it back again for grade 5...ugh...I cannot believe he'll be in grade 5 in September...
Boychild |
talking about babies or lack there of I should say... this new system of taking my birth control in order to avoid hormonal depression seems to working great... only down fall besides the increased possibility of stroke... is the migraines...I get them like clockwork when I start the placebos for three days... odd but doc has me on cafergot for the migraines...talk about old skool!
only thing I'm going to say about the Stanley Cup... I cannot believe that Vancouver let Boston win in their arena... *shakes head* dumbasses... and done.
I have a new fur baby... which I posted pics of on FB but don't think I said anything about it here...and if I did oh well... a boy ferret needed a new place to live... so we took him in and have been loving him all up.. his name was Mos...but... since he's deaf...yep..deaf... we've been calling him Moe... I like it better...
Moe outside playing in the grass. |
I'm really glad that Burton and I are seeing her outside of the usual circle of people we would see her at because I'm not exactly sure how much longer that circle of people will be getting together...yeah bunches of crapola there...
So more goings on planned for visiting over to Buffalo... which makes me a happy camper.
so yeah... I think that's about it... other then boring stuff like how I've watched all of Firefly and am now working on Farscape... lol or how I send really nerdy pick up texts to Big Daddy... lol