Um...What?!

Wow. Um.
Shit got Real Today.

I'm not going to rehash it out here...even though I tend to share everything here on my blog...

Suffice it to say that something I never thought was ever going to happen...happened this morning...and made me want to fucking scream...was so pissed off... wanted to scream and beat the fuck out of someone... but instead I didn't get all reactionary...I realized what was going on...made a very adult decision and now am going to have a lot to do before I go away next month...

the timing was horrible...the happenstance was horrible...and I'll have to face more horrible before it's over...

*sigh*

went about the rest of my day... and what a long day it was...

went to an orientation thing for the Boychilds new school...then a tour of the college campus...then to the safety village...then lunch...then a bus ride to the new school...where we toured the school again...then picked up his new laptop and his uniform and all his school supplies...

then came home...picked up my swimsuit and the dog...then headed down to mum's for her annual BBQ where I just relaxed enjoyed myself...stopped worrying...had a nice dinner...

think the Zuulie-Bear enjoyed his time at grandma's house...he went swimming in the pool twice...ran around the pool many many times jumping over the diving board looking ever so much like a horse each time he did...

he came home fell fast asleep on the floor...not bad for a pup who started out his day in his crate for a few hours...

and now... I'm just taking a moment to breathe...and sort out how fucked up my next couple of weeks will be...