The Goobers Strike Again!

Rae: I also have some very sad news for you....
Moonie: NOOOOOOOO
Rae: you don't know what it is yet??
Moonie: I bet I do
Rae: oh yeah? guess then
Moonie: lol
Moonie: u cant come
Rae: to the wedding?
Moonie: yeah
Rae: AHA!! thats not it... I'm still trying to get there... but anyway... back to what I was saying...
Moonie: ok
Moonie: lol
Rae: I came home the other day and Eugene was out of his shell laying on the gravel, he was dead... we don't know how.. thought maybe Hermy pulled him out of his shell and beat him up...next day refilled the water dish... Hermy pulled the sea sponge out of the dish and crawled into the water dish... Ry sat down last night and asked how long Hermy had been in the dish...I said maybe 12 hours (not so strange) he reached in pulled Hermy out... and he had died too.... we have no idea why or how... I hope that this doesn't cause you a huge heartache...
Moonie: OMG!!!!! NOT EUGENE! NOT HERMY! ...I don't know how to deal!...but one must have died by natural causes and the other from heartache and needed to be with him....I so remember their meeting....we laughed, we cryed...we cooed and cagoled...I will be forever touched by having knowing them and seeing them grow to love eachother....I need a moment of silence...brb while I collect myself
Rae: *gives Moonie some room so that she may wail if necessary*
Rae: (ten minutes later) *starts to get worried that Moonie has passed out due to lack of oxygen from crying so much from the painful blow*
Rae:
Moonie: naw..I used my moarning time to fax a few documents and make myself a late lunch
Rae: well sheesh ya got over that fast
Moonie: lol
Moonie: shhh, I am still dabbing my eyes I will have u know
Rae: oh I see ok...well dab away

Ok now that the sad news is out of the way...

Keenan just got all signed up for swimming lessons... so every Tuesday from 5:30 to 6:00pm he'll be learning how to swim over at the University... yay! (thanks to his grandfather)
Gambit is back in soccer (football) again... he's had a couple of games... they've both been tied... hoping they'll win the next one...
Raistlan has been working like you wouldn't believe... lol

Today I got the letter in the mail today... I have to go for preadmission on May 9th 10:30am... and then I have to go back up to Toronto on May 17th... no time of the day given for surgery...
YAY!!

It's odd what you find yourself being proud of... and today I'm proud of the fact that we have paid our rent, paid the rent that we were behind, and the fridge is full... we may be extremely broke... but for now we have a roof and food... next week we may not have cable or a phone but we have a roof and food... and I know this may sound odd to some... but you have to understand that three weeks ago we feared that we weren't going to have either of the two that we have this week... I know that there are some out there that will never have to go thru that... and I know that there are many others that know exactly what I'm talking about... I've had some people ask me... well why don't you ask your friends or family for help... help with the bills... help with the groceries... and frankly its because a lot of times people expect to be paid back... and frankly if I can't afford to pay off my bill collectors how am I going to pay my friends back... my friends mean more to me then a lot of other stuff... and if I lost one because I wasn't able to pay them back... that would crush me... anyway... hopefully we'll be able to keep everything else on...

can't wait to go back to work...

I hope something good has happened for everyone this week...

What's Been Up, Down and Runny...

I've been sick for 4 days... headachey... nose runny...coughy... just yucky... I'll try and spare you the details...

I hate being sick... overnight I turned into a mouth breathing slack jawed gooey brained nincompoop... thats gotta be the worst part about it...

However I have some good news...

I have a full lineup... I have finished the Rock n' Roar Festival (concert) Line up... *does a Happy Dance* I'm just waiting for all the signed contracts to come back now. Wheee I"m so happy..
So now that I've put that to bed for now...

Now I start working on the other project they've dumped on me... I volunteered for the Music line up for the festival... but anyway a Fleamarket... I have to draw up a letter and send it out to other organizations to see if they would like to have a table in a fleamarket...

Also have to get ready for this weekend... this weekend is the convention for our district... theres some fun to be had on Friday and seminars and lectures to be had on Saturday... so I have some stuff to do for that...

so I guess I should stop yammering about it and actually do something about it...

What Do You Collect?

I found some boxes of clothes of mine when I was searching thru our storage unit... and wasn't surprised by too much... apparently clothes procreate... there were a couple of items I had never seen before that some how ended up in my boxes... but thats not really what I was going to write about... I realized something while I was sorting the clothes into 'want' and 'don't want' piles... I have all kinds of mens shirts... ok no biggie there right?... lots of women wear men's shirts... no what I mean is all the mens shirts that I own actually belonged to men I knew...

I have a:

Paulie Shirt
Pudge Shirt
Carl Sweater
Carl Shirt
Tom Shirt
Andy Shirt
Robert Shirt
Robert Jacket
Chaz Shirt
and
2 Squasha Sweaters

Now, I don't go into the stores and go to the mens section to shop... I rarely ever go to the mens department or store... but it seems I like collecting mens clothing...

Half Nekkid Thursday

May 17th 2006...

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday...
just to the left and under those lays my heart :) but these tend to get too distracting :P

Have you ever had that one person that you just think about randomly.... and wonder about them and what their up too? randomly during the day? is there one person that you look for immediately when you log on? make you sad when they're not there?

I've decided that the date that Raistlan and I had talked about getting married was a good idea... we want to get married on October 31st 2008... yeah it's halloween but it's also the 10 year mark of when we got together in the first place... so... send in your donations... I have two years to save up about 10 grand.... don't look at me like that that's cheap :P

Krammits birthday is 3 days after my surgery... I think we're gonna go get tattoos... hers for her birthday and mine for surviving this heart crap... gotta go get that priced...

The Call

well the call came today....

yep 'the' call we've all been waiting for... Dr Harris' s office called and gave me my date...

If ya wanna know the date leave me a comment asking when.... :P

*laughing*

I'm so evil!!

I'm just trying to get comments... I'm such a comment whore... lol

Happy HNT

"I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me."

Happy Half Nekkid Thursday... Nah I didn't forget about it... look at that sexy arm...

If you haven't commented to the post just under this one I suggest you go do it... I want everyone's opinion on that one...

"You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you."

Facials...Not The Ones Ya Get At The Spa...

ok guys this is a blog post for you... well ladies you can answer with what you might think as well...

what is so fecking great about facials? (no not the mud masks and cucumber pieces on spa day) I'm talking about the rubbin one out onto a womans face? whats so great about that?
other oddities I understand...

anal sex... ok well easy to answer there's more control over the muscles in ones ass so they can contract those muscle and squeeze a dick pretty tight...

titty fucking... ok you actually get to watch it go in and out and feel the squeezing sensation...

blowjobs... I understand those too... tongues can be talented and feel good especially mixed with some nice sucking...

I could list a bunch but I think you get my drift...

what is so great about the facial? why do you guys want to splooge on our faces?

I wanna hear the answers you guys have so lay 'em on me...

You With Piercings? wtf...

you all know that I've been known to have some pretty weird dreams... I had another one this morning about someone close to me... I won't mention who or what happened... but suffice it to say that it was weird... and also I didn't think he would ever get piercings... *scratching head in wonder* especially the ones he had in my dream... nice choice by the way ;)
Kinda hope you do decide to get them done... *blushing and laughing*

ahem... anyway... on to the news...

Raistlan patched up the hole on the oil pan... there's still a small leak... but it works again... barely... but... yeah its making a strange knocking now when ya start to accelerate... and it shudders a bit... Raistlans going to see about taking it down to his dads house now that it's patched enough to run and see about using the hydraulic jack to possibly patch up where the small leak is... and see if there is anything else needs to be fixed under there...

Keenan has been a friggin brat all week long... the list of shit is huge and I don't feel like getting into it.. because I so hate getting advice when I haven't asked for it... so we'll just leave it at that he's been a brat and we're dealing with that...

Gambit... haven't seen him in a few days... my ex and I decided that he would keep him this weekend and I would get him on Wednesday until next Sunday... (since the kids are on their March break) Yay so he'll be here for a big 5 days.... :D yay!

Me... well Raistlan and I spent hours yesterday locked up in our storage space going thru boxes of our stuff and deciding what we are going to take to a fundraising fleamarket thats coming up this next saturday... pretty much whatever of our stuff that doesn't sell will be donated to the local womens shelter... because most of the stuff that we are taking is old clothes and some books (which we might take to the library or a second hand book store)
think we pretty much decided that we will be having a yard sale this spring/summer... maybe I'll talk to my aunt about maybe doing it at her house... who knows... but wow we have a lot of crap we need to get rid of...

Anyway... thats about it...

Friends, Boxes, and Meals

Have you ever noticed how great your friends are... seriously sit back... who are the first 5 people who come to your mind when you think about your friends... where did you meet them? how did they come to be your friends? did you conciously choose them to be your friend? or did it just kinda happen?

you can't pick your family I think each of us learn that at a very early age... they're the people that you love to hate and hate to love... but god damn if someone else says something about them... watch out... you're the first one there...

I took stock of my friends the other day.... and have come to the realization that I have the greatest friends in the world... no one can boast about the friends they have like I can about mine...

and you know where I met most of them... the internet... yes the big green eyed multi limbed ferocious monster that we all connect to at some point... some I've known for years... yes years... I heard that gasp... now pipe down in the back while I finish kissin my friends asses here...

actually most of the ones I have I've known for a few years... I've even met a few of them in the outside world away from the computer...I heard that gasp again... y'all need to keep it down...

I have friends that I know I can be a goober with... I heard you giggle Moonie
I have friends that I can call at pretty much anytime of the day if I need too... they are so generous and caring... some are even really good in bed... if y'all don't stop gaspin like that I'm never gonna get thru this...

I am honoured to call them and consoder them my friends... all of them... cause man I got the cream of the crop here...
ok now you can applaud... cause I'm 'bout finished with that part of my post....


Now as for the rest of my post...
I'm so excited... not giddy excited.. but can't wait excited... tomorrow night my sister, my cousin, and Raistlan and I are all gonna go hang out at my cousins place... we have gone out to the bars as some of you have read about... which I'm really startin to go thru Betty Ford withdrawal... but anyway... we're gonna eat pizza and wings and have a few drinks maybe watch a movie, play a game or what have ya... I'll let ya know exactly what we're going to do...

And then the plans for Sunday are so much fun I can't wait.... ok that was sarcasm... we're going to clean out a bunch of stuff of ours thats been sitting around and we're going to take it to a fundraising flea market (next week)... doesn't that sound like a whole bunch of fun...

and to round out the weekend we've been invited to my mothers house for dinner on sunday... so thats nice... after going thru boxes for hours we'll get a meal that I don't have to make... YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOOOOOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MOOOOOOONIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOU!!!!!

now lets all join Chris in the naked birthday dance (care of Deli)

hope you had fun last night..

Blogs In Space! (you know how that sounds.... just like from the Muppet Show)

I'm in space!!
Apparently my blog smells like eggs... but thats ok because I'm in space... so all those times y'all called me a space cadet.... yeah eat this :P lmao




Go see my new Renter.... (I think I'm gonna move the renting space up more...)

Darling You Send me, Yes Darling You Send Me...

And to think I was really excited about not having had any bad attacks lately...

then my mother walks in... apparently her oh so best friend... decided to tell her about my blog and apparently ask her what was wrong with me... so my mother showed up here with a manilla envelope filled with supposedly everything about her from my blog... LOL yeah right like one manilla envelope is going to fit two years worth of stuff... but I digress... apparently I don't have the right to express my feelings about absolutely anything to do with my family on my very own blog while sitting in my very own apartment and typing on my very own computer...
because millions of people are reading my blog everyday (yeah right I wish, I get maybe 10 hits a day and all those are from people I know...lol) and they all know who I am... (well since I've never said anyones names, hell I change the names of my children fer christs sake)
oh and apparently I'm so stupid as to not know how to protect my computer... she thinks I'm a complete idiot... and doesn't know anything about computers... yeah and she's the one that calls her tower a harddrive... *insert rolling eyes*

wanna know how much my mother doesn't care... she threw me into a cardiac episode and didn't care... just wanted to sit there and keep yelling at me about my opinions and feelings...

so yeah I told my mother to get out of my apartment and not to come back... if she can't even care about my heart enough to stop thinking about herself for once I don't need her...

yeah that leaves me in a bind on friday when it comes to getting Gambit... but we'll figure something out... I'm just glad that Keenan wasn't here to witness it...

It's always been about covering her ass... when I was a teenager my parents had their own business... I was never allowed to be me because it might reflect badly on them and their business... or I wasn't allowed to speak my mind infront of their friends because it might embarass them...now I can't even anonymously complain about her actions because someone she knows might read it... you know what bite my fucking ass... you don't like me the way I am fuck you... guess now she won't have to choose between my sister and I anymore...

she's lucky because when I got up out of my chair I was coming across the couch to punch her in the mouth... at the last second I chose not too... probably because I was in so much pain in my chest and need ice...

you know I've always said that this is a place where I post my personal thoughts and feelings on my world around me... you don't like what you're reading don't read it... you don't want to be listed in my blog for anything... then don't be a apart of my world... I'm not going to change who I am for anyone anymore... no matter who they are...

And Jack stay away from me... and you can feel free to print this post out and send it to my mother as well... while you're at it... tell her to mail me my house keys...