"Past Times" to mean something you have found to do to "pass" the "times" when you get bored and need something to do...
I have come up with a new past time for when I'm bored and riding the bus...
when I'm on the bus at night I can look out the window and watch the people who sit behind me or across from me without actually watching them...So I've been people watching... kind of wondering where their going...how their day has been...what kind of life they lead...
It's been interesting the possiblities that run thru my head...
Thursday, September 30, 2004
ok this whole "not being able to sleep" thing is getting annoying...
I even took something before bed to help me get to sleep...nope...just made me groggy
and not like "oh look Groggy said his first words!" "Grog Like Boobies!"
Groggy like my head feels all fucked up and I can't focus on anything kind of groggy...
I've been in bed since midnight trying to get to sleep...GRRR
I'm gonna be bored at work tomorrow...err...later on today... Linette has the day off...
thank you Jamie for puttin the links on my blog that I wanted... I didn't have the energy to do it myself... lol
enh...done my smoke now...gonna try to go to go to sleep...try being the keyword.
I even took something before bed to help me get to sleep...nope...just made me groggy
and not like "oh look Groggy said his first words!" "Grog Like Boobies!"
Groggy like my head feels all fucked up and I can't focus on anything kind of groggy...
I've been in bed since midnight trying to get to sleep...GRRR
I'm gonna be bored at work tomorrow...err...later on today... Linette has the day off...
thank you Jamie for puttin the links on my blog that I wanted... I didn't have the energy to do it myself... lol
enh...done my smoke now...gonna try to go to go to sleep...try being the keyword.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Crap...
since there hasn't been many comments I'm going to bombard people with quizzes :D
| Your Boobies' Names Are: The Bazoombas |
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You Know You're From South Carolina When... |
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There ain't no such thing as "lunch." There's "dinner" and then there's "supper." Sweet tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. "Backards and forwards" means, "I know everything about you." There is a Dairy Queen in every town with a population of 1000 of more, except for Orangeburg which has Dairy-O. You know that going "barefootin" is one of the great joys of life You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. "Vacation" means going to Myrtle Beach. Out of state friends beg you to send them fireworks You know at least three places to get great fried chicken You've taken a road trip to South of the Border - and it wasn't Mexico You buy your groceries at Winn-Dixie You know someone who works at Hooters You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from South Carolina. |
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You Know You're Addicted to CSI When... |
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You know the biographies of ALL the personnel from the CSI website. You never work (or go out) Thursday nites because you'll miss CSI (although you tape it anyway). You can't sleep knowing that something exciting is going to happen on the next episode Your friend asks you about the episode with "the sparkling room thingie," and you don't even have to think about it before informing them they're thinking of Scooba Doobie-Do. Your puppy is called VEGAS as a compromise, because none of your kids could stop arguing over whether it was gonna be called Grissom, Warrick, Greggo or Nicky...... You start knocking on walls in hope of finding a dead body between them You walk around with a Mag-lite You change your lighting to UV lighting, just to see those stains in your carpet You dust for prints in your knife drawer You wrap your house with yellow crime-scene tape You wear latex gloves while at home You suddenly study chemistry to understand more about those chemical reactions. You learn Photoshop you can make wallpapers out of the pics you have You've changed your quote from "Smile at the world, and the world will smile back" to "Concentrate on what cannot lie... The evidence" When you were a kid, you wanted to be an astronaut. Now you want to be a CSI When you are the leader of a group, you think, "What kind of a leader should I be? Gris Style or Horatio?" You stare at Grissom's eyeglasses and Horatio's shades, then search for the exact pair (or at least close to it!) You plan on living in Las Vegas or Miami Your choice of car? The one like Horatio has. You have a jacket, with the word "Forencics" written on the back You'd even settle for a shirt with the same word You read HAMLET, cause it was mentioned that HORATIO came from the name of Hamlet's best bud, Horatio You got arrested when found crossing the yellow tape. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to CSI. |
| Your Girl Parts Are Named: Little Sister |
| It's Not Sex. It's ... : Rockin the Casbah |
| Your Hippie Chick Name is: Sunflower |
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In 1978 (the year you were born) |
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Jimmy Carter is president of the US US Senate votes to turn over the Panama Canal to Panama on December 31, 1999 Israel and Egypt reach a peace settlement at the Camp David Accords The US and mainland China announce that they will restore full diplomatic relations Members of Jim Jones' People's Temple commit mass suicide in Guyana Pope John Paul II becomes the first non-Italian pope in centuries Ted Bundy is captured in Florida The first computer bulletin board system is created Garfield debuts in newspapers Ashton Kutcher, Kobe Bryant, Usher, Clay Aiken, and Nelly Furtado are born New York Yankees win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl XII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Saturday Night Fever and Grease are the top grossing films "Night Fever" by the Bee Gees spends the most time at the top of the US charts Diff'rent Strokes and Mork & Mindy premiere |
Monday, September 27, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Naked Moments...
So Shadow and I tend to walk around the house naked...nothing new about that right?
Shadow bends over infront of me and boom his ass is right there infront of my face, shrugged it off...enh ok...just an ass.
So he turns back around and sits down infront of me and I look at him and said "Your face is way, and I mean WAY...like a thousand times better than your ass." and we start laughing.
So then he does what he does best and starts twisting as to what I was REALLY trying to say there when I finally said
"Sheesh I tell you, you have a nice ass all the time so what does that say about your face?"
He looks me right in the eye and with a straight face says
"You've been lying about my ass"
oh my god we started rolling...
Shadow bends over infront of me and boom his ass is right there infront of my face, shrugged it off...enh ok...just an ass.
So he turns back around and sits down infront of me and I look at him and said "Your face is way, and I mean WAY...like a thousand times better than your ass." and we start laughing.
So then he does what he does best and starts twisting as to what I was REALLY trying to say there when I finally said
"Sheesh I tell you, you have a nice ass all the time so what does that say about your face?"
He looks me right in the eye and with a straight face says
"You've been lying about my ass"
oh my god we started rolling...
When finally accomplishing a mission, task or quest one feels such a swell of pride it is unbelievable how good you feel.
I've been on a quest for 5 months...
It's not like it was a mission of great importance, yet it was at the same time...
It's one of those tasks that you forget about until you see what its needed for and go "oh shit!! I forget to get it again" and it's definately not something you think about when ya leave the house and are out and about.
I feel as tho its the end of an era today for the 5 month long quest is over...I went out to the dollar store down the street and around the corner with strictly the item I needed in mind, no distractions to take my mind off of the item...
Thats right I finally picked up a toilet brush.
I've been on a quest for 5 months...
It's not like it was a mission of great importance, yet it was at the same time...
It's one of those tasks that you forget about until you see what its needed for and go "oh shit!! I forget to get it again" and it's definately not something you think about when ya leave the house and are out and about.
I feel as tho its the end of an era today for the 5 month long quest is over...I went out to the dollar store down the street and around the corner with strictly the item I needed in mind, no distractions to take my mind off of the item...
Thats right I finally picked up a toilet brush.
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When cleaning up garbage you must pick up whatever it is acknowledge that it is garbage and throw it away. Right?
I'm trying to clear myself unused and unneeded shit aka garbage. Thoughts and memories that aren't needed. Feelings that are unfounded. However in doing this I'm stirring up all the garbage at once, so I'm having to deal with it whenever it comes. I've set aside specific times to deal with crap that has bothered me, just like how I set aside specific times to worry, so I'm not constantly doing it. Anyway, it doesn't always work that way, sometimes a scent or a taste or a song or something somebody says will trigger a memory and I have to decide right then and there how I'm going to deal with it. I get lost in my own thoughts for a few and drift away into oblivion only because some are harder to deal with then others. *sigh*
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A Warrior's Creed
I have no parents - I make the heavens and earth my parents.
I have no home - I make my awareness my home.
I have no life or death - I make the tides of breathing my life and death.
I have no divine power - I make honesty my divine power.
I have no means - I make understanding my means.
I have no magic secrets - I make character my magic secret.
I have no body - I make endurance my body.
I have no eyes - I make the flash of lightning my eyes.
I have no ears - I make sensibility my ears.
I have no limbs - I make promptness my limbs.
I have no strategy - I make "unshadowed by thought" my strategy.
I have no designs - I make "seizing opportunity by the forelock" my design.
I have no miracles - I make right action my miracles.
I have no principles - I make adaptability to all circumstances my principles.
I have no tactics - I make emptiness and fullnes my tactics.
I have no talents - I make ready wit my talent.
I have no friends - I make my mind my friend.
I have no enemy - I make carelessness my enemy.
I have no armor - I make benevolence and righteousness my armour.
I have no castle - I make immovable mind my castle.
I have no sword - I make absence of self my sword.
-- Samurai, 14th Century
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Nine Layers Of Me
9 Layers
layer one:
name: Rae
birth date: September 22nd 1978
birthplace: Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada
current location: Thorold, Ontario, Canada
eye color: Hazel
hair color: Blonde
height: 5'1
righty or lefty: Righty
zodiac sign: Cusp of Virgo and Libra
layer two:
your heritage:Icelandic, Hungarian, English
the shoes you wore today: Leather Sandals
your weakness: Sex
your fears: Not being understood, and loved for who I am
your perfect pizza: quadruple cheese, pepperoni, bacon, sausage, ground beef, onions, and mushrooms.
goal you'd like to achieve: reaching my full potential and being able to handle it when I get there.
layer three:
your most overused phrase on yim: yeah riiiiiight. /:)
your first waking thoughts: Gawd am I really still here?
your best physical feature: hair, boobs, eyes and lips
most missed memory: lounging on the beach all day long during the summer
layer four:
pepsi or coke: both
mcdonald's or burger king: McDonalds.
single or group dates: group dates that turn into single dates by the end of the night
adidas or nike: yeah right like I could afford either
lipton ice tea or nestea: umm neither
chocolate or vanilla: depends on what...but most likely choclate
cappuccino or coffee: Tim Hortons Ice Capps baby...oh yeah!!!
layer five:
smoke: 14 years
cuss: like a truck driver mated with a sailor
sing: as much as I possibly can...am I good at it...not one freakin bit :D
take a shower everyday: nope, usually every other day unless I get really sweaty...then everyday.
do you think you've been in love: yes
want to go to college: I would like to go back for a few courses but not for a few years.
liked high school: Loved it, miss it and would go back in an instant :D
want to get married: nope
believe in yourself: yes.
get motion sickness: not really
think you're attractive: Apparently I'm cute. been told enough times, attractive...not so much.
think you're a health freak: not in the way that most would think
get along with your parent(s): as long as I don't have to spend A LOT of time with them
like thunderstorms: absolutely love them...I find them orgasmic at times...
play an instrument: Yes...Djembe (hand drum)
layer six:
in the past month...
drank alcohol: yes
smoked: yes
done a drug: just over the counter ones
made out: no
gone on a date: yes
gone to the mall?: Ofwas there tonight
eaten an entire box of oreos?: no
eaten sushi: no
been on stage: yes
been dumped: not in the last month...
gone skating: nope
made homemade cookies: no
dyed your hair: yes twice
stolen anything: nope
layer seven:
ever...
played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
if so, was it mixed company: Yes
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes
been caught "doing something": not in the act but right afterwards...
been called a tease: you ask like thats a bad thing ;)
gotten beaten up: nope I did the beating not the receiving
shoplifted: yes
changed who you were to fit in: I used to...I'm a little chameleon ;)
layer eight:
age you hope to be married: don't want too
numbers and names of children: 2 boys Gambit and Keenan
describe your dream wedding: i don't want too...
how do you want to die: Alone
where you want to go to college: I wanted to go to Medaille College when I was younger
what do you want to be when you grow up: An Eccentric Old Woman
what country would you most like to visit: Iceland
layer nine:
number of drugs taken illegally: Too many to count
number of people i could trust with my life: I'll trust anyone with my life, however I barely trust anyone with my heart ;)
number of cds that i own: 50 maybe
number of piercings: Six and getting another next week
number of tattoos: none...yet
number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: A Lot
number of scars on my body: A lot
number of things in my past that i regret: I try to live regret free..as hard to believe as that is..I regret nothing...I learn from my mistakes and move on.
layer one:
name: Rae
birth date: September 22nd 1978
birthplace: Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada
current location: Thorold, Ontario, Canada
eye color: Hazel
hair color: Blonde
height: 5'1
righty or lefty: Righty
zodiac sign: Cusp of Virgo and Libra
layer two:
your heritage:Icelandic, Hungarian, English
the shoes you wore today: Leather Sandals
your weakness: Sex
your fears: Not being understood, and loved for who I am
your perfect pizza: quadruple cheese, pepperoni, bacon, sausage, ground beef, onions, and mushrooms.
goal you'd like to achieve: reaching my full potential and being able to handle it when I get there.
layer three:
your most overused phrase on yim: yeah riiiiiight. /:)
your first waking thoughts: Gawd am I really still here?
your best physical feature: hair, boobs, eyes and lips
most missed memory: lounging on the beach all day long during the summer
layer four:
pepsi or coke: both
mcdonald's or burger king: McDonalds.
single or group dates: group dates that turn into single dates by the end of the night
adidas or nike: yeah right like I could afford either
lipton ice tea or nestea: umm neither
chocolate or vanilla: depends on what...but most likely choclate
cappuccino or coffee: Tim Hortons Ice Capps baby...oh yeah!!!
layer five:
smoke: 14 years
cuss: like a truck driver mated with a sailor
sing: as much as I possibly can...am I good at it...not one freakin bit :D
take a shower everyday: nope, usually every other day unless I get really sweaty...then everyday.
do you think you've been in love: yes
want to go to college: I would like to go back for a few courses but not for a few years.
liked high school: Loved it, miss it and would go back in an instant :D
want to get married: nope
believe in yourself: yes.
get motion sickness: not really
think you're attractive: Apparently I'm cute. been told enough times, attractive...not so much.
think you're a health freak: not in the way that most would think
get along with your parent(s): as long as I don't have to spend A LOT of time with them
like thunderstorms: absolutely love them...I find them orgasmic at times...
play an instrument: Yes...Djembe (hand drum)
layer six:
in the past month...
drank alcohol: yes
smoked: yes
done a drug: just over the counter ones
made out: no
gone on a date: yes
gone to the mall?: Ofwas there tonight
eaten an entire box of oreos?: no
eaten sushi: no
been on stage: yes
been dumped: not in the last month...
gone skating: nope
made homemade cookies: no
dyed your hair: yes twice
stolen anything: nope
layer seven:
ever...
played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
if so, was it mixed company: Yes
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes
been caught "doing something": not in the act but right afterwards...
been called a tease: you ask like thats a bad thing ;)
gotten beaten up: nope I did the beating not the receiving
shoplifted: yes
changed who you were to fit in: I used to...I'm a little chameleon ;)
layer eight:
age you hope to be married: don't want too
numbers and names of children: 2 boys Gambit and Keenan
describe your dream wedding: i don't want too...
how do you want to die: Alone
where you want to go to college: I wanted to go to Medaille College when I was younger
what do you want to be when you grow up: An Eccentric Old Woman
what country would you most like to visit: Iceland
layer nine:
number of drugs taken illegally: Too many to count
number of people i could trust with my life: I'll trust anyone with my life, however I barely trust anyone with my heart ;)
number of cds that i own: 50 maybe
number of piercings: Six and getting another next week
number of tattoos: none...yet
number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: A Lot
number of scars on my body: A lot
number of things in my past that i regret: I try to live regret free..as hard to believe as that is..I regret nothing...I learn from my mistakes and move on.
Friday, September 24, 2004
Differences...
I would never presume to know more about a person then they know about themselves.. I might get some insight about a situation or something along that nature... but I would never come out and say "you are scared." or "you are lost"...it might seem to me that they maybe scared or lost but I'm not arrogant enough to tell them that I am right and they are wrong.
Just because something is "wrong" or "weird" or "uncomfortable" or "scary" to one person does not mean that it is same for the next person or every person for that matter. Just because it is different doesn't make it wrong.
"Variety is the spice of life."
I Love the fact that people are all different with different shapes, different sizes, different views, different likes, different dislikes thats what makes people so interesting...you can learn a lot from different people as long as you are willing to learn. It would be a very boring world we live in if we were all the same and we all thought the same and agreed with the same views. Don't ya think?
What would there be to talk about if we all thought the same things.
Bob-"Beautiful Sun isn't it?"
Ed- "Yep"
Bob-"The grass is green."
Ed- "Yep"
Bob- "Hockey is the greatest sport"
Ed- "Yep"
Bob-"Big girls rock"
Ed-"Yep"
Bob- "Big boobs suck"
Ed- "Yep"
Now that is what I would call a boring existence, don't ya think?
The art of conversation would be lost.
I might not agree with some things you do and you may not agree with some things that I do but that doesn't mean that either things are wrong. Why doesn't everyone think that way?
Why are people persecutated because of the way they think? if they are different than the norm, why not just embrace the differences...
If we all accepted that everyone was different there would be less fear and less conflicts.
I'm loved but not completely...for if I was loved completely for who I am and what I do and what I stand for then people wouldn't be trying to change me.
I don't feel bad or sorry or pity people for not thinking like me. So why would you pity me or feel sorry for me for the way I think?
I'm not still searching for the truth. I'm journeying to the end the best way for me. Its just different no less no more than the way you are doing it. Don't pray for my soul, mine is fine. I'll work on me and you work on you and we'll see each other in the end.
Some people would think its wrong to fall in love, thats what they think so it might be right for them. Some think its wrong to hang on and to hope, yet it works for others.
Who are you to judge others? who made you the be all and end all to what is right and wrong? who gave you that power to weild at whom you deem fit or unfit?
FAWK!!! phone just rang...I hate that when I'm in the middle of a thought and it rings and I know I have to answer it...oh well I guess thats all I get to say about that...LOL
Anyway, as for my birthday I got some nice presents thanks to those who were nice enough to send something...it was unnecessary but very appreciated ;)
For those who are wondering what Shadow gave me ;) lemme just say I got myself a man that pays attention to what I want ;) he picked me up a gift certificate for Artistic Impressions Piercing and Tattoos :D so I could go and get my tongue done. And y'all thought a way to a girls heart is to buy her flowers or chocolate BA HA HA for this girl ya buy her a piercing and she's yours ....LOL btw he bought me chocolates about a week before my birthday :D see he knows his shit ;) I trained him very well...LMAO
So I'll probably go get the piercing next Saturday. I'll just have to make sure I have A LOT of ice to suck on when I go to work on Monday.
As for work which a few people have asked me about recently... the job itself sucks ass...I mean who really wants to sit and listen to people from New Jersey yell at them...however the people I work with are a good group of people. Everyday I've met someone new or that I didn't talk to the day before...and so far only Joe is an asshat. but thats fr completely different reasons LOL. I think just to knock him down a couple of pegs at work I'm gonna find a pic of him when we were in grade school and show everyone his mullet :D
yeah I know I can be evil :D
And now I ask the question....Can men and woman be friends without sexual tension or innuendos? lemme know what you think...
Just because something is "wrong" or "weird" or "uncomfortable" or "scary" to one person does not mean that it is same for the next person or every person for that matter. Just because it is different doesn't make it wrong.
"Variety is the spice of life."
I Love the fact that people are all different with different shapes, different sizes, different views, different likes, different dislikes thats what makes people so interesting...you can learn a lot from different people as long as you are willing to learn. It would be a very boring world we live in if we were all the same and we all thought the same and agreed with the same views. Don't ya think?
What would there be to talk about if we all thought the same things.
Bob-"Beautiful Sun isn't it?"
Ed- "Yep"
Bob-"The grass is green."
Ed- "Yep"
Bob- "Hockey is the greatest sport"
Ed- "Yep"
Bob-"Big girls rock"
Ed-"Yep"
Bob- "Big boobs suck"
Ed- "Yep"
Now that is what I would call a boring existence, don't ya think?
The art of conversation would be lost.
I might not agree with some things you do and you may not agree with some things that I do but that doesn't mean that either things are wrong. Why doesn't everyone think that way?
Why are people persecutated because of the way they think? if they are different than the norm, why not just embrace the differences...
If we all accepted that everyone was different there would be less fear and less conflicts.
I'm loved but not completely...for if I was loved completely for who I am and what I do and what I stand for then people wouldn't be trying to change me.
I don't feel bad or sorry or pity people for not thinking like me. So why would you pity me or feel sorry for me for the way I think?
I'm not still searching for the truth. I'm journeying to the end the best way for me. Its just different no less no more than the way you are doing it. Don't pray for my soul, mine is fine. I'll work on me and you work on you and we'll see each other in the end.
Some people would think its wrong to fall in love, thats what they think so it might be right for them. Some think its wrong to hang on and to hope, yet it works for others.
Who are you to judge others? who made you the be all and end all to what is right and wrong? who gave you that power to weild at whom you deem fit or unfit?
FAWK!!! phone just rang...I hate that when I'm in the middle of a thought and it rings and I know I have to answer it...oh well I guess thats all I get to say about that...LOL
Anyway, as for my birthday I got some nice presents thanks to those who were nice enough to send something...it was unnecessary but very appreciated ;)
For those who are wondering what Shadow gave me ;) lemme just say I got myself a man that pays attention to what I want ;) he picked me up a gift certificate for Artistic Impressions Piercing and Tattoos :D so I could go and get my tongue done. And y'all thought a way to a girls heart is to buy her flowers or chocolate BA HA HA for this girl ya buy her a piercing and she's yours ....LOL btw he bought me chocolates about a week before my birthday :D see he knows his shit ;) I trained him very well...LMAO
So I'll probably go get the piercing next Saturday. I'll just have to make sure I have A LOT of ice to suck on when I go to work on Monday.
As for work which a few people have asked me about recently... the job itself sucks ass...I mean who really wants to sit and listen to people from New Jersey yell at them...however the people I work with are a good group of people. Everyday I've met someone new or that I didn't talk to the day before...and so far only Joe is an asshat. but thats fr completely different reasons LOL. I think just to knock him down a couple of pegs at work I'm gonna find a pic of him when we were in grade school and show everyone his mullet :D
yeah I know I can be evil :D
And now I ask the question....Can men and woman be friends without sexual tension or innuendos? lemme know what you think...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!!!
ok the big 2 6 today...
I expect all my present shall be arriving soon...right?...right??
nah I'm just playing...
anyway I'm planning on having a good day no matter what...and I hope you have a good day too :D
I expect all my present shall be arriving soon...right?...right??
nah I'm just playing...
anyway I'm planning on having a good day no matter what...and I hope you have a good day too :D
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
H.O.W XI
**WARNING: emotional weekend had by Rae, not liable for what she may say**
wow where to begin...
I got off of training at about ten minutes after eleven...stopped at home for about 5 minutes, then back on the road trekking down to the hall that was and will be again turned into a shelter for women who need each other for one whole weekend once every year. They need women like themselves, women who understand, who hug you when you cry, women who cry with you even if they don't know why yoou're crying, women who look you in the eye and say "from all the love within me I must ask, what the fuck were you thinking?", women of like minds...
Strong, Beautiful, Passionate, Sensitive, One Of A Kind, Lustful, Loving, Courageous, Wise, Brave, Honourable, Dependable, Sexy, Incredible, Real, Faithfilled, Priestess, Committed, Focused, New, Action, Goddess Women.
I got to the hall, I unpacked the trunk and said thanks to my friends. I grabbed some of my stuff and walked in to hoots and hollars, arms waving in the air and shouts of RAE!! my heart swelled...as I was greeted with "you just made it in time" I rushed to get changed and sign in. The lights went out and the ritual started and I knew that I was where I was supposed to be.
I've been lost and walking alone in my own way. I knew that I was somewhere where I could dig down deep and deal and get real and everyone would understand. They wouldn't pressure or bug to know what was wrong but would be there every step of the way incase I fell down.
It was cold friday night...and I was dumb and forgot my other blanket...my friend beside me woke up and realized I was freezing and told me to jump in with her...it was the best feeling in the world for me...I just have to say that sometimes you just need to cuddle a woman. I slept the best I have slept in at least a year that night. Did some drumming... gawd it always sounds so much better when theres more than one ;)
Went to a workshop on Saturday that made me look WAY deep down inside. It was all about commitments that we make to ourselves and how the ones we make to ourselves are the hardest ones to keep. Talk about a wake up call. Fell asleep watching a bunch of beautiful women belly dancing to some wonderful music.
I hate it when we have to wrap up on sunday. However it was easier knowing that I was walking away from the weekend knowing what I want to do and how to make it so I end up doing what I want. Shapeshifting, changing, morphing...
Came home, had a shower with my man got a foot rub afterwards and he made me a wonderfully tasty dinner...played with Keenan, then went to bed. I love the H.O.W weekends...and I can't wait til the next one. (btw H.O.W stand for in Honour Of Womanhood)
ONE MORE DAY TIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
namaste
Rae
wow where to begin...
I got off of training at about ten minutes after eleven...stopped at home for about 5 minutes, then back on the road trekking down to the hall that was and will be again turned into a shelter for women who need each other for one whole weekend once every year. They need women like themselves, women who understand, who hug you when you cry, women who cry with you even if they don't know why yoou're crying, women who look you in the eye and say "from all the love within me I must ask, what the fuck were you thinking?", women of like minds...
Strong, Beautiful, Passionate, Sensitive, One Of A Kind, Lustful, Loving, Courageous, Wise, Brave, Honourable, Dependable, Sexy, Incredible, Real, Faithfilled, Priestess, Committed, Focused, New, Action, Goddess Women.
I got to the hall, I unpacked the trunk and said thanks to my friends. I grabbed some of my stuff and walked in to hoots and hollars, arms waving in the air and shouts of RAE!! my heart swelled...as I was greeted with "you just made it in time" I rushed to get changed and sign in. The lights went out and the ritual started and I knew that I was where I was supposed to be.
I've been lost and walking alone in my own way. I knew that I was somewhere where I could dig down deep and deal and get real and everyone would understand. They wouldn't pressure or bug to know what was wrong but would be there every step of the way incase I fell down.
It was cold friday night...and I was dumb and forgot my other blanket...my friend beside me woke up and realized I was freezing and told me to jump in with her...it was the best feeling in the world for me...I just have to say that sometimes you just need to cuddle a woman. I slept the best I have slept in at least a year that night. Did some drumming... gawd it always sounds so much better when theres more than one ;)
Went to a workshop on Saturday that made me look WAY deep down inside. It was all about commitments that we make to ourselves and how the ones we make to ourselves are the hardest ones to keep. Talk about a wake up call. Fell asleep watching a bunch of beautiful women belly dancing to some wonderful music.
I hate it when we have to wrap up on sunday. However it was easier knowing that I was walking away from the weekend knowing what I want to do and how to make it so I end up doing what I want. Shapeshifting, changing, morphing...
Came home, had a shower with my man got a foot rub afterwards and he made me a wonderfully tasty dinner...played with Keenan, then went to bed. I love the H.O.W weekends...and I can't wait til the next one. (btw H.O.W stand for in Honour Of Womanhood)
ONE MORE DAY TIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
namaste
Rae
Monday, September 20, 2004
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Woo Hoo...(7 days til B-day)
thank ya thank ya thank ya :D
yes thanks to the help of my good friend Jamie... I was able to figure out that some how comething fucked up the coding in my template...so I cahanged it from the black to the blue...
figured enh...I love the colour blue even tho the black was more my style...I may change again in a couple weeks or months or something...for now...Yay blue :D
thank you all for sending me the comments letting me know if you could or couldn't see my blog ;)
Couldn't have my adoring fans not be able to see my drivel filled entries... THAT would be blasphemous ;)
yes thanks to the help of my good friend Jamie... I was able to figure out that some how comething fucked up the coding in my template...so I cahanged it from the black to the blue...
figured enh...I love the colour blue even tho the black was more my style...I may change again in a couple weeks or months or something...for now...Yay blue :D
thank you all for sending me the comments letting me know if you could or couldn't see my blog ;)
Couldn't have my adoring fans not be able to see my drivel filled entries... THAT would be blasphemous ;)
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I find myself sitting here with tears in my eyes.
I just finished watching a rescue story show on tv.
This young autistic boy had climbed way up onto a major power line structure...all the way too the top...(couple hundred feet)... the first person to go up after him was his older brother (not autistic) who had an extreme fear of heights...he sat with his younger brother on top of the Electric tower...one hand firmly grasping the tower, the other firmly holding his younger brothers in such a way so that the younger boy was holding onto the tower...there they sat waiting for rescuers. You could see in the older boys body language that he was terrified but wouldn't show it outwardly for fear of scaring his younger brother.
I sat there thinking, with tears rolling down my cheeks, hoping that if one of my boys was ever in danger of that sort, that the one that is in trouble could count on his brother to sit with him and help him in anyway possible.
I know I as a sister...I would if it saved my sisters llife would throw myself infront of a speeding train... not because its expected of me to feel that way... but because I love my sister so wholly, I would sacrifice my life for hers.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Strange Things Hapening In Blog Land...
Ok for some reason my blog doesn't seem to be working right...it worked fine when I posted last night I was able to see the post...no problems...
then I get a message from squirrels saying the only thing she sees the name of my blog an that was it on her screen... I shrugged and said hm worked fine for me...just opened my blog now...not working fine for me anymore...
So I guess this is a test entry to see if anyone can see my entries...
So if you can see this entry please post a short comment saying that you can see it to see if maybe it's just squirrels and I that can't.
I know you're thinking..."if she can't see anything but the blog title how will she the comments posted??" I get the comments sent to one of my email accounts as well ;)
then I get a message from squirrels saying the only thing she sees the name of my blog an that was it on her screen... I shrugged and said hm worked fine for me...just opened my blog now...not working fine for me anymore...
So I guess this is a test entry to see if anyone can see my entries...
So if you can see this entry please post a short comment saying that you can see it to see if maybe it's just squirrels and I that can't.
I know you're thinking..."if she can't see anything but the blog title how will she the comments posted??" I get the comments sent to one of my email accounts as well ;)
Cogeco Sucks Ass...9 Days Til B-Day
So my internet is fucking up again...Cogeco has their head up their asses....Won't have a tech to my house until Thursday..... Thurrrrsday!!
So I shall be scarce until they figure out what the fucking problem is...
On a better note..
9 Days til my birthday... send lots of presents :D ;)
On a strange note... I got into two conversations about sex today...one during training class and one on the way home... I've been trying to steer clear of sexual types of conversation...cause people have been written up for some strange ass shit at work...anyway, both conversations were with latino men...one who is in his 40's and one who is in his late 20's....I dunno was just kind of strange....
Anyway there's the cliff notes version...
So I shall be scarce until they figure out what the fucking problem is...
On a better note..
9 Days til my birthday... send lots of presents :D ;)
On a strange note... I got into two conversations about sex today...one during training class and one on the way home... I've been trying to steer clear of sexual types of conversation...cause people have been written up for some strange ass shit at work...anyway, both conversations were with latino men...one who is in his 40's and one who is in his late 20's....I dunno was just kind of strange....
Anyway there's the cliff notes version...
Monday, September 13, 2004
Cogeco Sucks....(10 More Days Til My Birthday)
Incase you might be wondering why you haven't been seeing much of me for the last couple of days, that would be because my cable is acting stupid again...
I have a tech coming out to the apartment again on Thursday....Thurrrrrsday!
Shadow and I are thinking that if they don't start figuring out what the problem is then we will probably be getting dsl...we're tired of our cable only working half the time...
And of course I had to give ya the update as to how many days were left til my birthday :D 10! :D
Anyway, I'll be back as long as the cable permits and hopefully after Thursday we won't have too many more problems.
I have a tech coming out to the apartment again on Thursday....Thurrrrrsday!
Shadow and I are thinking that if they don't start figuring out what the problem is then we will probably be getting dsl...we're tired of our cable only working half the time...
And of course I had to give ya the update as to how many days were left til my birthday :D 10! :D
Anyway, I'll be back as long as the cable permits and hopefully after Thursday we won't have too many more problems.
Friday, September 10, 2004
Up til now I have been really quiet about my new training class...because I have been seething with anger everynight when I get home...and frankly I just can't take it any longer...
I have the same trainer as I did when I got trained for my first campaign...Elizamonster...
Apparently management has come down on her since the last training session I had with her...ok so she hasn't been too bad...extremely hyprocritical...don't talk about outside stuff....yet tellsus about how she embarasses her parents when shopping, what her favourite shows are, her freinds wedding...etc... the biggest of all tho is her...."when I give you ten minutes for a break I expect you in here and sitting in your chair in ten minutes" or the other "I was nice enough to give you 40 minutes for your lunch and you stroll in here after 45...I don't have to be nice and give you 45 minutes for lunch...if this continues I will cut it down to the 30 minutes it's supposed to be"....BA HA HA this coming from the girl who starts every class at 4:20 when training is supposed to start at 4...or how about when she gives us a ten minute break and then we sit there waiting another 15 minutes for her to get back cause she was talking to a friend of hers...
My other beef is the fact that our supervisor from our other campaign is in the training with us so that she an be re-trained for this campaign...however she feels she doesn't have to do the work cause she was on this campaign before (over a year ago) yet there is reps in the training (12 to be exact) that also were on this cmpaign a year ago that have to do the training again...
Not only does she feel that she doesn't have to do the work...she feels she must take the roll of Elizamonsters parrot...funny isn't it?? NO not really...it's annoying and frustrating...it makes me want to punch her in the mouth...not good when she is going to be my supervisor when we're done the training ...
It sucks ass that I can't email with tray and shana while I'm in training...at least they made the first hour of my shift fun when I was goin in at 6... however I did get a chance to chat with Tray and Norm before training today...
8 hours of being stuck in the training room is killin me...I just want to get the fuck out of there...
it's nice tho that I'm picking up on the information quickly the bad part about that tho is that I end up sitting there at the computer waiting for pretty much everyone else to catch up...DOS sucks ass!!!
I've been asked several times over and over again if I've ever worked in a call centre before...and then are surprised when I say no...there is one chick that I've known for awhile thru a mutual friend...she's so annoying..."you worked here before tho didn't you?...you didnt??I could've swore that you had" I've heard that once a day since training started...
One good thing tho...took a product knowledge test yesterday...got the results back today...90% woo hoo go me... wish I could just get a little more enthusiastic about it....but I just can't...
the only good thing about thios training is the fact that I've been able to timebank some hours I'm hoping I can use them to go visit Anna Banana in Chicago...
seems my bank fucked up and instead of getting direct deposit like the rest of the call centre I got cut another cheque...grrr....so now when I get downtown tomorrow I'll have to go to the bank and get the transit number that payroll needs and cash my cheque...
And to top off my horrible fucking week... I have to catch a funking cab home tomorrow...if there is one thing I hate more then taking the bus...it's taking a fucking cab.... I wish I knew whether or not someone from my training class was going this way...I'd rather give them 5 bucks to bring me home then take a cab...
the other thing thats been burning my ass is...we have spanish reps in the training class...who sometimes if they don't quite understand the explanation in English and one of the others explains it in Spanish Elizamonster freaks out and starts telling them..."I said no Spanish while in training!" I was appalled when she said that..."no spanish speaking french speaking...no other languages in training because I don't know what you are saying" which pretty much translates to me as..."I need to know everything and be in everybody's business so since I don't speak/understand anything but english you can't speak anything but english"
Hell it's not the spanish reps fault that shes an ignorant port colborner and only knows one language. I'm glad that they have continued to speak spanish to each other. Hell I wish I knew spanish just so I could talk with them and have her not understand me too....LMFAO
I love the people in my training class minus three...Elizamonster, Bree The Parrot and Violet...
don't get me started on Violet...well hell why not I've bitched about everything else... Violet is a 49 year old woman who needs everyone to think that she is perfect by comparing her life to yours and butting into conversations she is not invited into...and then when you tell her that she is unwelcome in the conversation she runs to a supervisor and gets you in trouble for talking about un-work-related stuff...yeah thats really gonna make you some friends fast violet you idiot? "Here's your sign!"
Anyway back to the loving part...Papi Oso aka Hipolito is an older gentlemen from Cuba he and I have been working together on some of the training shit we've been doing....I feel very bad for him right now...he has not seen his wife in three years...she is still in Cuba and is about to get smacked my hurricane Ivan and he feels so helpless because he can do nothing but watch Ivan sneak up on his family and friends. Sista Cynthia is a cute woman who was originally from Zimbabwe she's got the cutest laugh and she's great to talk to...I found out that she came here as a refugee and has since got a job place to live and is happy with who she has become. Linette...OMG Linette...lol I was in my training class with Linette when I got hired it was just the two of us...all I gotta say is Dayum I hope I wasn't that...um....err..."un-worldly" at the age of 18...LOL FedEx aka Frederico he's from Columbia...he's so funny...he thinks I don't know the latino secret...shhh I do but I like letting him think I don't...and it's funny when he tries to convince people that he looks columbian but is really chinese and is from India..LMAO Mikhal...I have no idea where he is from but damn he's cute, funny and teaches Salsa lessons...
Maybe in the next few days I'll tell ya more about some of the others...
It's too bad that work gets in the way of socializing LMAO
It does suck that in a 12 hour period of time the only thing I said to Shadow was "my mom will be here at 5 to pick you up" he called me earlier when he was on his lunch....was the first time we talked...lol...then I came home to a note asking me to wake him up when I got home...I woke him up and said "hey stranger who are you and what are you doing in my bed?"
talking about my bed...I think I shall retire and join the stranger that now occupies it...and get lost with Pendragon in the wonderful worlds he visits... (post completed @ 3:00am)
I have the same trainer as I did when I got trained for my first campaign...Elizamonster...
Apparently management has come down on her since the last training session I had with her...ok so she hasn't been too bad...extremely hyprocritical...don't talk about outside stuff....yet tellsus about how she embarasses her parents when shopping, what her favourite shows are, her freinds wedding...etc... the biggest of all tho is her...."when I give you ten minutes for a break I expect you in here and sitting in your chair in ten minutes" or the other "I was nice enough to give you 40 minutes for your lunch and you stroll in here after 45...I don't have to be nice and give you 45 minutes for lunch...if this continues I will cut it down to the 30 minutes it's supposed to be"....BA HA HA this coming from the girl who starts every class at 4:20 when training is supposed to start at 4...or how about when she gives us a ten minute break and then we sit there waiting another 15 minutes for her to get back cause she was talking to a friend of hers...
My other beef is the fact that our supervisor from our other campaign is in the training with us so that she an be re-trained for this campaign...however she feels she doesn't have to do the work cause she was on this campaign before (over a year ago) yet there is reps in the training (12 to be exact) that also were on this cmpaign a year ago that have to do the training again...
Not only does she feel that she doesn't have to do the work...she feels she must take the roll of Elizamonsters parrot...funny isn't it?? NO not really...it's annoying and frustrating...it makes me want to punch her in the mouth...not good when she is going to be my supervisor when we're done the training ...
It sucks ass that I can't email with tray and shana while I'm in training...at least they made the first hour of my shift fun when I was goin in at 6... however I did get a chance to chat with Tray and Norm before training today...
8 hours of being stuck in the training room is killin me...I just want to get the fuck out of there...
it's nice tho that I'm picking up on the information quickly the bad part about that tho is that I end up sitting there at the computer waiting for pretty much everyone else to catch up...DOS sucks ass!!!
I've been asked several times over and over again if I've ever worked in a call centre before...and then are surprised when I say no...there is one chick that I've known for awhile thru a mutual friend...she's so annoying..."you worked here before tho didn't you?...you didnt??I could've swore that you had" I've heard that once a day since training started...
One good thing tho...took a product knowledge test yesterday...got the results back today...90% woo hoo go me... wish I could just get a little more enthusiastic about it....but I just can't...
the only good thing about thios training is the fact that I've been able to timebank some hours I'm hoping I can use them to go visit Anna Banana in Chicago...
seems my bank fucked up and instead of getting direct deposit like the rest of the call centre I got cut another cheque...grrr....so now when I get downtown tomorrow I'll have to go to the bank and get the transit number that payroll needs and cash my cheque...
And to top off my horrible fucking week... I have to catch a funking cab home tomorrow...if there is one thing I hate more then taking the bus...it's taking a fucking cab.... I wish I knew whether or not someone from my training class was going this way...I'd rather give them 5 bucks to bring me home then take a cab...
the other thing thats been burning my ass is...we have spanish reps in the training class...who sometimes if they don't quite understand the explanation in English and one of the others explains it in Spanish Elizamonster freaks out and starts telling them..."I said no Spanish while in training!" I was appalled when she said that..."no spanish speaking french speaking...no other languages in training because I don't know what you are saying" which pretty much translates to me as..."I need to know everything and be in everybody's business so since I don't speak/understand anything but english you can't speak anything but english"
Hell it's not the spanish reps fault that shes an ignorant port colborner and only knows one language. I'm glad that they have continued to speak spanish to each other. Hell I wish I knew spanish just so I could talk with them and have her not understand me too....LMFAO
I love the people in my training class minus three...Elizamonster, Bree The Parrot and Violet...
don't get me started on Violet...well hell why not I've bitched about everything else... Violet is a 49 year old woman who needs everyone to think that she is perfect by comparing her life to yours and butting into conversations she is not invited into...and then when you tell her that she is unwelcome in the conversation she runs to a supervisor and gets you in trouble for talking about un-work-related stuff...yeah thats really gonna make you some friends fast violet you idiot? "Here's your sign!"
Anyway back to the loving part...Papi Oso aka Hipolito is an older gentlemen from Cuba he and I have been working together on some of the training shit we've been doing....I feel very bad for him right now...he has not seen his wife in three years...she is still in Cuba and is about to get smacked my hurricane Ivan and he feels so helpless because he can do nothing but watch Ivan sneak up on his family and friends. Sista Cynthia is a cute woman who was originally from Zimbabwe she's got the cutest laugh and she's great to talk to...I found out that she came here as a refugee and has since got a job place to live and is happy with who she has become. Linette...OMG Linette...lol I was in my training class with Linette when I got hired it was just the two of us...all I gotta say is Dayum I hope I wasn't that...um....err..."un-worldly" at the age of 18...LOL FedEx aka Frederico he's from Columbia...he's so funny...he thinks I don't know the latino secret...shhh I do but I like letting him think I don't...and it's funny when he tries to convince people that he looks columbian but is really chinese and is from India..LMAO Mikhal...I have no idea where he is from but damn he's cute, funny and teaches Salsa lessons...
Maybe in the next few days I'll tell ya more about some of the others...
It's too bad that work gets in the way of socializing LMAO
It does suck that in a 12 hour period of time the only thing I said to Shadow was "my mom will be here at 5 to pick you up" he called me earlier when he was on his lunch....was the first time we talked...lol...then I came home to a note asking me to wake him up when I got home...I woke him up and said "hey stranger who are you and what are you doing in my bed?"
talking about my bed...I think I shall retire and join the stranger that now occupies it...and get lost with Pendragon in the wonderful worlds he visits... (post completed @ 3:00am)
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Ick...
well I start training tomorrow...
back to the 4 to midnight shift for me for the next two weeks..
I'm going to be dog ass tired...
Hell I'm tired just thinking about it ...LOL
I miss talking to some of my friends... lol then again...blah I could care less about others :D
I'm such a bitch somedays...lol
back to the 4 to midnight shift for me for the next two weeks..
I'm going to be dog ass tired...
Hell I'm tired just thinking about it ...LOL
I miss talking to some of my friends... lol then again...blah I could care less about others :D
I'm such a bitch somedays...lol
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Gotta Love Yer Friends...
Gotta love the stuff that your friends will send ya....
http://www.tampatantrum.com/boobiethon/photos.html
Thanks Squasha! ;)
http://www.tampatantrum.com/boobiethon/photos.html
Thanks Squasha! ;)
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Voices Voices Voices Everywhere...
Seems the Voice Of Reason has struck again... they were too chicken shit to register an actual name with blogger so instead they decided to leave me a message on my friend Sue's blog...and again they have no idea what the fuck they're talking about...
Anonymous said...
The Voice of Reason:
Why has Rae not allowed any comments on her blog? Sorry Rae if my last entry was not nice. I'm sorry !!
Stop taking your kids to tattoo parlours and strip joints to get your body parts pierced.
you can run but you can't hide from the Voice of Reason !!!
12:01 AM
Yes I took my child to a tattoo parlour so that I could get my nose pierced...but I have never...NEVER...NEVER...taken my kids too a strip joint...and I won't until their 19 :P
Anyway, I believe Sue will be changing her settings on hher blog as I did to mine so that people can no longer post as anonymous...for that I apologize to my friends that do not have a name with blogger...Shana (who got one), Shiney, Paulie, Tray and a few others that can no longer post unless they register with blogger...
I did that because I don't think the chickenshit scumbag will ever register with blogger.
And to add a nice little twist to this weird situation, seems as tho Sue and I have some sort of white knight or something coming to our rescue...
I believe that the voice of reason has this strange obsession that they must be the centre of attention... and when they are not the center of attention then they must cause some sort of drama to become the center of attention. Personally...VOR I have enough drama in my life for two lifetimes I don't need yours nor do I need you judging me or my friends.
Thank you Moonie and Reesie for being such good friends that you would step up and try to get this useless piece of flesh to back off. I apologize to Sue that you were turned into some sort of messenger for this piece of shit.
To the VOF thanks but I'm a big girl and take care of myself.
To The VOR fuck you.
Anonymous said...
The Voice of Reason:
Why has Rae not allowed any comments on her blog? Sorry Rae if my last entry was not nice. I'm sorry !!
Stop taking your kids to tattoo parlours and strip joints to get your body parts pierced.
you can run but you can't hide from the Voice of Reason !!!
12:01 AM
Yes I took my child to a tattoo parlour so that I could get my nose pierced...but I have never...NEVER...NEVER...taken my kids too a strip joint...and I won't until their 19 :P
Anyway, I believe Sue will be changing her settings on hher blog as I did to mine so that people can no longer post as anonymous...for that I apologize to my friends that do not have a name with blogger...Shana (who got one), Shiney, Paulie, Tray and a few others that can no longer post unless they register with blogger...
I did that because I don't think the chickenshit scumbag will ever register with blogger.
And to add a nice little twist to this weird situation, seems as tho Sue and I have some sort of white knight or something coming to our rescue...
I believe that the voice of reason has this strange obsession that they must be the centre of attention... and when they are not the center of attention then they must cause some sort of drama to become the center of attention. Personally...VOR I have enough drama in my life for two lifetimes I don't need yours nor do I need you judging me or my friends.
Thank you Moonie and Reesie for being such good friends that you would step up and try to get this useless piece of flesh to back off. I apologize to Sue that you were turned into some sort of messenger for this piece of shit.
To the VOF thanks but I'm a big girl and take care of myself.
To The VOR fuck you.
Friday, September 03, 2004
The Bus...
Teenagers will always be cruel...Two teenager girls were on the bus tee hee'ing over another girls out fit when she was sitting not more then two seats away from them...and had something to say about everyone coming on and off the bus including myself...I don't know if they just didn't have a care in the world or if they thought everyone was deaf...I wanted to give them a what for...then I remebered I was kinda like that when I was that age...but at the same time the girl that they were bashing was a bigger girl and she was real pretty...and I knew it was affecting her by the look on her face...and I remember being that girl also...I felt sad and annoyed that kids never change...and it made me feel old.
*NEWS FLASH* Missing Link Found In Thorold Riding Transit!!!
I have a friend named Patrick...and most of you know him...but a lot of you don't... well there's a guy who catches the bus just before I do and he is headed home from work while I head to work. This guy looks JUST like Patrick... he seems like a nice guy too...I talked to him for a minute or two today.
My mom needs to learn that she is not the be all and end all when it comes to my kids. She can make all the "suggestions" she wants...that doesn't mean that we are going to do any of them.When two people (Shadow and I) decide what is right for their children... just because she steps in and says...well I think you should change your mind...we're supposed to suddenly forget that we made an agreement as the kids parents and do whatever it is that she "thinks is best"...well in the words of my beloved Anna..."Ooooohhh Hellll No!"
I think that 90% of the people that ride the bus in the afternoon are all alcoholics that got their licenses taken away from them for drinking and driving...
One thing I have noticed on while riding the bus the last couple of weeks...all the people who ride the bus everyday are the ones that say thank you to the drivers.
All the bus drivers drive like they have somewhere to be thats more important then where they are...yet all they do is drive around in circles all day...
All bus drivers stop at bus stops and stop signs as if the signs just jumped out in front of them and scared the shit out of them.
I think there should be a "Transit 500" All bus drivers can enter in their buses and we could bet on who would win...and they could drive just as fast as they want.
*NEWS FLASH* Missing Link Found In Thorold Riding Transit!!!
I have a friend named Patrick...and most of you know him...but a lot of you don't... well there's a guy who catches the bus just before I do and he is headed home from work while I head to work. This guy looks JUST like Patrick... he seems like a nice guy too...I talked to him for a minute or two today.
My mom needs to learn that she is not the be all and end all when it comes to my kids. She can make all the "suggestions" she wants...that doesn't mean that we are going to do any of them.When two people (Shadow and I) decide what is right for their children... just because she steps in and says...well I think you should change your mind...we're supposed to suddenly forget that we made an agreement as the kids parents and do whatever it is that she "thinks is best"...well in the words of my beloved Anna..."Ooooohhh Hellll No!"
I think that 90% of the people that ride the bus in the afternoon are all alcoholics that got their licenses taken away from them for drinking and driving...
One thing I have noticed on while riding the bus the last couple of weeks...all the people who ride the bus everyday are the ones that say thank you to the drivers.
All the bus drivers drive like they have somewhere to be thats more important then where they are...yet all they do is drive around in circles all day...
All bus drivers stop at bus stops and stop signs as if the signs just jumped out in front of them and scared the shit out of them.
I think there should be a "Transit 500" All bus drivers can enter in their buses and we could bet on who would win...and they could drive just as fast as they want.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Woo Hoo Happy September...
So I found out that yes my campaign is actually leaving...I most likely will have to work on Labour Day (blecch)...and my training for my next campaign will be on the 7th until the 17th...and I will be in training from 4 pm til midnight...gaww... only thing I'm looking forward to is the cheque I'm gonna get after this... the campaign I'm training for is yucky, icky and I don't want to do it... I'll be dealing with irrates and assholes from New Jersey... Now I'll truly have a good reason for flippin Jersey people the bird on the highway...
I will not let this get me down... for it is September... and if you don't know already then you are not truly my friend... my birthday is September 22nd :P
I celebrate my birthday all month long...cause I'm just special like that... not so much the days leading up to it...they're just merely a countdown... the days from the 22nd til 30th I still celebrate :D
So be prepared for the countdown on my yahoo, on my msn, on my blog heck everywhere :D I love September... my birthday, back to school and Autumn all in one month...who could ask for more? LOL
Happy September >:D<
I will not let this get me down... for it is September... and if you don't know already then you are not truly my friend... my birthday is September 22nd :P
I celebrate my birthday all month long...cause I'm just special like that... not so much the days leading up to it...they're just merely a countdown... the days from the 22nd til 30th I still celebrate :D
So be prepared for the countdown on my yahoo, on my msn, on my blog heck everywhere :D I love September... my birthday, back to school and Autumn all in one month...who could ask for more? LOL
Happy September >:D<
blah...
I've been feeling very blah...
I feel as tho I'm not really in my body...like I'm walking beside myself...and I've had constant headaches for two weeks now...
I hope it passes soon...
I don't like feeling blah...
I feel as tho I'm not really in my body...like I'm walking beside myself...and I've had constant headaches for two weeks now...
I hope it passes soon...
I don't like feeling blah...
