I was going to write more...

But I sat down went thru my email and thru the group postings for the group I'm in, while of course I chatted with a friend....

so much is running around in my head...but one question keeps coming to the front of my mind....

I will not post it here...because after is asked...I never want to see the question that will haunt me for a very long time...

*sigh*

ahh fuck this...I'm going upstairs for a smoke...

All Of You Can Just Fucking Bite My Ass.... WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??? Leave me alone *crying*