Mama Said There'd Be Days Like This...My Mama Said....

It's gray outside, it's raining, it's dreary, cold, icky, and not so nice....

At least the outside finally resembles the inside...

Last night I was on the brink...I looked over the edge and got a bit scared because the view looked better then the one I have been facing for the last few weeks...

I think it had Shadow worried...

I got better again after I realized he was worried...I didn't want to hurt him or make him upset...
He keeps me grounded and centred...hmm...always has ...really...
I always worry about him.....always have.... its almost like I've wanted to keep him sheltered since I know how fragile he can be...

I'm sorry I didn't try harder...