holiday blah...

so I'm thinking that I'm not going to decorate for christmas this year....

my apartment is too small for anything... my tree is currently being used as a prop on a float... and we won't even be here christmas day... so really whats the sense...

I hate christmas....

bah hum bug...

I'm really not into christmas this year... and I haven't done any shopping and me taking time off fucked up my finances and budget for christmas ... two days wasn't a big deal but damn five isn't good...

I keep getting asked what I want for christmas... everything that pops into my head is too damn expensive... apparently as you get older the toys get more expensive...
and I feel greedy by listing a bunch of stuff that I want...

that and what I want for christmas isn't going to happen... it would be nice to have all my friends together... but unfortunately they're scattered all over the world... literally.

oh well time to get ready for work....