As the date draws closer still I get more and more down... All I want to do is to go see my friends... knowing that a lot of them will be all in one spot has made me sad... I so wanted to be there to see them...and party with them all for one weekend... I hate money... I really do... it always stops us from doing the things we really want...
With money... I would be able to go... Shadow has pulled the money out for me to do stuff before...but we just can't this time... it makes me cry...

That always seems to be the problem doesn't it?
talking to Shana about it earlier... If I had the money I could go on the trip... If she had the money she could get her new carpets...
*sigh*
Money The Root Of All Evil...