I HATE MY COMPUTER!!!! It's so fucking ghetto...I tell you what...

I'm trying to burn a video onto a cd...the encoding process is going so fecking slow I want to heave it out the window... at least I'm talking to Shana while I'm watching the stupid thing encode so I'm not going completely insane...

Gawd damn...I mean all I want to do is too watch my frigging porn bloopers video on the television...is that too much to ask???

Apparently it is...*sigh*

Shadow read my blog earlier and came into the bedroom and asked if I wanted to talk (I was watching a mmovie) I said No the he said after the movie I looked at my watch and said No (we had to leave for a meeting very soon at that point) he said after the meeting I said probably not... it wasn't until well after we got home from the meeting that he said something about it...and I realized then that he thought it was about him... I assured him it wasn't... It was about Night...

oh well...

My meeting tonight sucked ass... now I know that I really didn't miss going... stupid Lenny ruined a perfectly good day...asshole :P

Stupid Lenny... Stupid Ghetto Computer.... Stupid Heart...